SO, first blog post. I never been good at this. i always feel like i am wasteing peoples time. why would they want to know about me?
Well, i am in a hole at this point. for those of you that are only starting to get to know me, i am figthing depression 4 or 5 year and counting. or atleast it has gotten so bad that now i have to give it notice. Good thing happend. i got a new bed. bad thing. its so comfy, that now i can stay in it all day. hahaha.
The wise people say that i am chronichly depressed with ocd signs and a personality dissorder. hmmm. I say i am sad and atleast i have so much personality to have a dissorder. Honestly i am pretty real and open about it. mayby thats my biggest flaw. i take things from the top and down. I say things honestly even if they arent the best or the easy thing to say. guess what i am saying is, if you have a question ill give you an honest answer.
One of the things thats keeping me a float right now are the kids. I call them the kids, but its actually two siberian huskies, we have. oh yeah , by the way i am married. funny thing about the kids is , they are actually brother and sister and the same age. just got one almost 2 years later but turned out they where brother and sister.
I live in denmark, going on 33. love music football/soccer and going to the gun range is on my to do list. find it pretty calming. all that concentraition and then that massive release of energi.
what else..........i dont know. but hey if you have a question ill be sure to answer. and thanks for reading, hope i didnt waste your time. Regards John
Well, i am in a hole at this point. for those of you that are only starting to get to know me, i am figthing depression 4 or 5 year and counting. or atleast it has gotten so bad that now i have to give it notice. Good thing happend. i got a new bed. bad thing. its so comfy, that now i can stay in it all day. hahaha.
The wise people say that i am chronichly depressed with ocd signs and a personality dissorder. hmmm. I say i am sad and atleast i have so much personality to have a dissorder. Honestly i am pretty real and open about it. mayby thats my biggest flaw. i take things from the top and down. I say things honestly even if they arent the best or the easy thing to say. guess what i am saying is, if you have a question ill give you an honest answer.
One of the things thats keeping me a float right now are the kids. I call them the kids, but its actually two siberian huskies, we have. oh yeah , by the way i am married. funny thing about the kids is , they are actually brother and sister and the same age. just got one almost 2 years later but turned out they where brother and sister.
I live in denmark, going on 33. love music football/soccer and going to the gun range is on my to do list. find it pretty calming. all that concentraition and then that massive release of energi.
what else..........i dont know. but hey if you have a question ill be sure to answer. and thanks for reading, hope i didnt waste your time. Regards John