jhamie34

i woke up at noon today, which is early for me, then i read the hobbit for a while and then mowed my lawn...then i went back to sleep and slep till 9 pm...i cried on sunday for the first time since i left blockbuster...I keep breaking my own heart by liking girls that are far away and can't be with me...but i can't ask girls out here, every time i do i get the "friends" speech...i keep wondering if it is how i look, and then my online friends assure me it's not that, and then i figure it's my personality, and they all say the want to be my friend, so i go back to thinking it's my looks again...
just gonna give myself a lobotomy with a dirty fork