I remember when I was in eighth grade the first time I found a Suicide Girl on the internet – I was browsing hot girls on Tumblr with my best friend, sprawled out on the bed, laughing and claiming various body parts of these models - as if we could take pieces of them and button them on to our own bodies and magically transform into our idea of beautiful.
That’s when I saw her: the OG Suicide Girl. She was wearing a pair of playful panties, sitting up on her knees with inky hair spilling over her tattooed shoulders. What really stood out to me wasn’t her bright smile or colourful socks, but her breasts, because each nipple was perfectly framed with a heart-shaped areola.
I was spellbound.
We had to find more of these models. After a long night researching girls who wear tattoos like business suits, with piercings in places we didn’t even know were legal to pierce, and hair dyed in all shades of the rainbow, we both pledged that we would one day become a Suicide Girl. The seed of alternative modeling was planted in my little premature brain.
Nine years later, after avidly following SG girls on my personal Instagram and admiring their lifestyle from afar, I decided it was my time to water the seed. I have been finding lately a hungry and insatiable desire to do something, really anything, that might lead me to a permanent hobby – maybe even a career – in a sex related field.
My name is Jezlynn (pronounced like jess-lynn), I’m the ripe age of 23, and currently live in a reclusive mountain community that’s north of Seattle. I am thrilled to start this journey of empowerment and awakening the feminine energy inside of me. Here’s a couple quick facts about me:
• I work a 9-5 desk job in finances. I wear 80 layers to hide my tattoos and im not even that inked lol
• I have 7 tattoos and aiming to get into double digits by the end of the year.
• I have 9 piercings, mostly hidden, and unfortunately that won’t increase until I get out of an office job.
• I own one dog and a tarantula. I used to have a horse, but unfortunately could not keep up with his boarding expenses. Still an avid lover of horseback riding.
• I love the outdoors!
• Super into animals, good food, make up, all types of music, video games, horror, lingerie, partying, and living life deliciously.
For some reason, making full circle and coming back to the first place I saw an alternative model seemed to be a good start into considering the large spectrum of erotic related careers: porn stars, cam girls, toy distributors, alternative models, boudoir photographers, burlesque and pole dancers, etc. I’m a little eager to dip my toes in the water, especially within a community of intelligent and like-minded individuals.
This just feels right. My uterus says so.
Even though I am terrible at making new friends, I hope to gain a few and share my love for the lot of beautiful women on this site. (warning: I get girl crushes way too easily I’ll try not to creep too hard, no promises)
So cheers to my first blog post, and many more to come! Sex, beauty, music, witchy shit, scary movies, and unicorn folklore is sure to follow.
Real quick: Do you know the SG i'm talking about in the beginning of this post? She had areola tattoos that matched her natural nipple colour and black hair. I’d love to see if she is still modeling on this site.
xoxo
