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jezabel1

smelly san francisco. im a Frisco punk rock kid.

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Tuesday Jan 20, 2004

Jan 20, 2004
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Sorry that i haven't been around lately. i've got a lot of stress on my plate right now. i still love all you guys and i'm glad to see that most of you are doing well. for those not feeling it yet this year, don't worry, things will start to look up, i promise. i'm in the same boat right now, barely hanging on, struggling so as not to drown. but i know i'm stong enough to get through this point of my life and i know that all of you are as well and you'll find that inner strength within yourselves. kiss kiss

So here's an update of my lovely shitty life:

>>my 3 year anniversary with my boy was this past new years eve, but i was frusterated w/him due to him not coming home the previous night and not letting me know where he was or at least that he was ok. so instead of spening it together, we both went our separate ways for the countdown to 2004.

>>on the 6th, i find out that my boyfriend spent the night before (the 5th) at the hospital after dropping me off at work because he suddenly couldn't stop coughing up large amounts of blood. he then told me that he had to go back to the hospital for a CAT scan and a spinal tap. (his 3rd spinal tap that i know of, and within the past 4 years that i've know him.)

>>on the 9th i decided to take the nigh off from work so i could spend some time with my boyfriend beause i wanted to support him and all his stress. but to my dismay, he floored me by saying he was taking a trip to colorado for awhile and he wasn't sure if he was ever coming back. he basically stated that he needed to get away for awhile b/c if he continued on any longer in the city w/me, he felt that he wouldn't make it.(stay alive, in other words, due to all the of the building stress.) ((there's a great deal more than the fact that we were having relationship issues and his health condition, but i'll delve into those issue at a later date.))

>>on the 15th, my little sis turned 18. biggrin she just recently moved into my home as a sublet, which is cool and kinda a relief for me cuz the previous roomie caused a great deal of shit between my boyfriend and myself. she's also a big help in moral support. tongue

>> eeek eeek !!! i'll get into the rest of the month later. i didn't realize what time it was and i need to get myself off my buut and go to work. but i'll finish this up probably later on tonight when i get home. until then, i hope everyone is doing well, at least feeling better today. biggrin biggrin

love you lots!! love kiss love kiss miao!!

genevieve miao!!
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Happy Birthday to you Happy birthday to you happy... sorry cant remember the rest of the words...

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Mar 26, 2005
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Happy Birthday to you Happy birthday to you happy... sorry cant remember the rest of the words...

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Mar 26, 2005

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