Right ok ok a proper update!!!well i'm in a panic as i have to go away on thursday night for a month off on the road doing merch for leftover crack again.............
however I'm really ill, and not quite sure what to do about it, plus someone very close to me has the big C and refuses to talk about it, and when i do get information it just scares me- i spent last night walking round london by myself till 5.30 am cos i needed to clear my head but it hasnt worked. I got told they will be so mad at me if i dont go, but what if something happens? And then theres me- i dont know i'm so confused and everyone who i would talk to is away or busy right now.....plus i've never been the type who can offload things on other people i feel guilty about it......................................
I had a few things to do in town today-and to cheer myself up i went in and saw my friend at agent provocateur and tried on lots of very expensive underwear. it was awesome think i actually tried on everything in the shop, i actually do HAVE to get some! when i come off tour thats going to be the first place i go.....
And on thursday morning i get tattooed by the lovely jo harrisson-i'm so excited!!!Its going to be awesome if not painful, its going to be on the pubic area-thats all i'm gonna say-your going to have to wait for pictures!!!!
hmmmm do i go to a boring hardcore gig tonight or a dinner party? decisions decisions.................
Love to all
Jezabel
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however I'm really ill, and not quite sure what to do about it, plus someone very close to me has the big C and refuses to talk about it, and when i do get information it just scares me- i spent last night walking round london by myself till 5.30 am cos i needed to clear my head but it hasnt worked. I got told they will be so mad at me if i dont go, but what if something happens? And then theres me- i dont know i'm so confused and everyone who i would talk to is away or busy right now.....plus i've never been the type who can offload things on other people i feel guilty about it......................................
I had a few things to do in town today-and to cheer myself up i went in and saw my friend at agent provocateur and tried on lots of very expensive underwear. it was awesome think i actually tried on everything in the shop, i actually do HAVE to get some! when i come off tour thats going to be the first place i go.....
And on thursday morning i get tattooed by the lovely jo harrisson-i'm so excited!!!Its going to be awesome if not painful, its going to be on the pubic area-thats all i'm gonna say-your going to have to wait for pictures!!!!
hmmmm do i go to a boring hardcore gig tonight or a dinner party? decisions decisions.................
Love to all
Jezabel
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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I guess it's a little late to be making suggestions eh?
Have you gone? and if you have I hope you're staying in touch... allowing others to live vicariously through you is sometime the best thing you can do.