Bah Humbug!!!!
I hate christmas!! I'm fucking jewish for fucks sake!!
I still go home though and had the biggest row ever with my mother!! so def not going back again! went home to try and sort out our rift but its not happened-i suppose it doesnt help that i'm as sarcastic as hell-but she takes things too literally, as well as the general disapproval of my lifestyle in general....
Need to move out of my squat badly-its really getting stupid now-had people turn up with a warrant to seize our gas meter the other day! !!no stove for us anymore!!help! need a new place-might rent but fisrt need a job /money / capitalist rubbish!
Also this is the first year i've not had a boyfriend at this seasonal time of year! and its so strange!! at least it means i can be naughty on new years eve though!!But also means got no presents i've been emailed by people saying they got things off my wishlist for me but me being stupid and un organised plus not thinking anyone would actually buy me anything, hadnt bothered to change the delivery address(i have now!!) so who knows where those will end up!!
The good news is my friend Georg (he's from Austria and in the band the anitmaniax-www.antimaniax.com-go check em out!!) has come to stay, he's like a brother to me, so tommorow we shall be in soho getting stupidly drunk-yay!!!!!!i dont think he realised how bad it is in england over the xmas period though-he's so shocked that EVERYTHING stops!!
So 2006-not only are me and my ladies gonna take over the world doing burlesque-but my clothing label will rock-i will have gone to LA and Berlin and Austria-and i will be backstage at all the festivals smoozing i need to top meeting bruce dickinson!!its gonna be a tough one but i will do it!!!And i want to get someoe outragously sexy and lovely, yet interesting and quite cool to fall in love with me!!oh yes-dont want to be single next year!!
Happy new year-oh and as you can tell i'm not in a great mood-so sorry for ranting!!!
Love to all
Jezabel
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I hate christmas!! I'm fucking jewish for fucks sake!!
I still go home though and had the biggest row ever with my mother!! so def not going back again! went home to try and sort out our rift but its not happened-i suppose it doesnt help that i'm as sarcastic as hell-but she takes things too literally, as well as the general disapproval of my lifestyle in general....
Need to move out of my squat badly-its really getting stupid now-had people turn up with a warrant to seize our gas meter the other day! !!no stove for us anymore!!help! need a new place-might rent but fisrt need a job /money / capitalist rubbish!
Also this is the first year i've not had a boyfriend at this seasonal time of year! and its so strange!! at least it means i can be naughty on new years eve though!!But also means got no presents i've been emailed by people saying they got things off my wishlist for me but me being stupid and un organised plus not thinking anyone would actually buy me anything, hadnt bothered to change the delivery address(i have now!!) so who knows where those will end up!!
The good news is my friend Georg (he's from Austria and in the band the anitmaniax-www.antimaniax.com-go check em out!!) has come to stay, he's like a brother to me, so tommorow we shall be in soho getting stupidly drunk-yay!!!!!!i dont think he realised how bad it is in england over the xmas period though-he's so shocked that EVERYTHING stops!!
So 2006-not only are me and my ladies gonna take over the world doing burlesque-but my clothing label will rock-i will have gone to LA and Berlin and Austria-and i will be backstage at all the festivals smoozing i need to top meeting bruce dickinson!!its gonna be a tough one but i will do it!!!And i want to get someoe outragously sexy and lovely, yet interesting and quite cool to fall in love with me!!oh yes-dont want to be single next year!!
Happy new year-oh and as you can tell i'm not in a great mood-so sorry for ranting!!!
Love to all
Jezabel
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Let me know when you're coming to Nottingham, we'd have to meet up, that'd be so much fun
Mmmmm my chocolate cake is ready! Smells damn tasty!!
Take care
[Edited on Jan 08, 2006 5:01PM]