jewel

i finally found out why i felt like i was going to throw up all the time
i went to planparnethood..wel cause you know just to make sure that i wasnt pregnat..just to get that out of the way...well im siting there in the room with my friend tiffy and the doc. walks back in saying....its postive
my mind froze.....for a sec i was like "waot what is postive again" then i looked down at the paper and i started to cry...... im about 6 weeks pregnat she said...not fully sure how far along...so im going to check how far i am really.
hearing that put me in shock
now im excited, scared, nervous
my bf knows i am, and everything
half of me doesnt want it, but there is that half that wants to keep...
i said him what he wants he said its up to me........ he will be there if i keep it or dont
so now im confused
*sigh*