jesus_smash

I broke up with my girlfriend yesterday. It was the most painful breakup I've ever been a part of. I broke her heart, and I couldn't have felt worse for how I made her feel. She took it so much worse than I could have ever imagined. I felt like vomiting. I've never made a person feel so bad. So what did I do? I...
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I felt very good about my voice final last Thursday. I was really surprised at how nervous everyone else was. I'm really happy I've had the experiance on stage to give me confidence to perform well.

Practice was good Sunday. Mike, Noah, and I had some fun figuring out a new song that we'll most likely only play live. Gary was supposed to be back...
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So it's pretty much impossible for me to update every day, not that there are too many people reading anyway. I even forget sometimes that I have an SG account.

Anyways...

Practice yesterday was slow going, but we got some stuff done. Gary wasn't there, so it was a little hard to get working without a drummer. Mike and Noah banged out a new song...
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So I never update anymore. Sometimes I tell myself I don't have time. The truth is, I don't really care that much. It's not like anybody ever comments anyway. I don't mean be an ass to those that do comment. In fact I appreciate it. It's nice that people who don't even know me like to make the effort to communicate. But I have a...
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OH SWEET JESUS!!! I made it through opening weekend. At saturday's show, me and my gangster partner got a standing ovation. "Like whoa scoob!", it was pretty kickass. It was a really cool experiance. Now I just have to make it through two more weekends of performances.

I'm sitting here at 3am, and I have to learn all my dialog for my scene in class...
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ARGH! We open Friday... I'm so stressed because they keep telling me "MORE, MORE" in regards to my song. I'm going effing crazy here. We did full dress and tech today with a full camera crew and everything. And I totally bombed on my song. The problem is when I do really well, they want more, and when I do craptasticly, they tell me I...
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Ah, girlfriend status... I didn't think that after three years I could jump back into the whole dating thing so damned quickly. Well it's awesome, because she's awesome.

The damned show opens a week from friday and I'm getting a little stressed. This is my first time on stage, but that doesn't seem to bother me to much. It's the fact that I'm sick and...
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I met a girl...

So my eldest brother Michael had a seizure Thursday caused by an aneurism, which was caused by a malignant brain tumor. I spent most of my afternoon waiting for somebody to call me and tell me my brother was dead. It was pretty emotionally draining. He beat the odds and made it through surgery that day. They were able to remove some of the tumor....
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So after almost three years of abstinence, I'm beginning to waver. Everybody keeps talking about their significant others or lack there of. I'm starting to think that I need a girlfriend again.

The problems with this: I'm super busy with school, the band, and the show in March. And then there's is the fact that I have no job, mainly because of my hectic schedule...
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