i think i'm only gonna be around a couple more days, so write this down... http://www.mp3.com/sweet_dissonance
http://www.garageband.com/artist/sweet_dissonance
http://www.sweetdissonance.iuma.com
this last won't go until the weekend most likely, and mp3.com won't be for a bit, but until then there is also http://artists.iuma.com/iuma/bands/sweet_dissonance
go to that link in about a week or so, i posted some mp3s. then email me at doniac_schvice@perfectnothing.com and let me know what...
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http://www.garageband.com/artist/sweet_dissonance
http://www.sweetdissonance.iuma.com
this last won't go until the weekend most likely, and mp3.com won't be for a bit, but until then there is also http://artists.iuma.com/iuma/bands/sweet_dissonance
go to that link in about a week or so, i posted some mp3s. then email me at doniac_schvice@perfectnothing.com and let me know what...
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brynji:
you're such a tool ben, why do you change your name to jesus a week before your membership expires?
linz:
all hail
i have a renewed passion for the dark and the dead. all of a sudden peter steele is my next trent reznor and faustina bordoni is my new queen. unfortunately, it's cold. fortunately....ummm...my chia pet is growing...
tatum:
Lol well I hope Scarlett doesn't turn out like that pomeranian! That is what kind of dog she is, but my mom is good at not spoiling her animals too much. We have a lot of them!
godDAMN credit card companies and banks do NOT get along and are pains in the asses of those who live. they've got existing balance, available balance, fee for this shit, fee for that, i'm sick of it. somebody shoot me. or shoot them for me. 
if i can't be my own, i'd feel better dead
--layne staley, nutshell...aic.
if i can't be my own, i'd feel better dead
--layne staley, nutshell...aic.
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brynji:
what is it with you people... everyone who i've ever heard say this- "if you can see through the hole in your ear, it's disgusting" has proceeded to stretch their lobes. i'm bored.
brynji:
I hate you ben.
right right. i'm back at el colegio and about to turn a new leaf by not spending money and going to class. fuck german spanish is cooler...because...because...because...there are more cognates i don't give a damn it's easier for me.
december:
doniac...i liked straight story (lynch)...but you HAVE to be prepared for a very un-lynch movie, done very lynch-wise!! that makes no sense at all, i realize...but if you are interested in seeing it because you admire lynch, and think you understand his methods and directing tendencies, you will notice many similarities to his other movies in terms of directing style. i say watch it...just don't expect it to be like his other movies, graphic-wise. know what i mean? see it...then tell me what you think. btw...i'm one of your favorites?! aaahhh, you made my day.
whipppittty wheee...i feel like i'm in hell kinda because i was just on vacation and brought my girlfriend and she was going to start her period and i have been getting progressively hornier because she doesn't like sex during those few days and she said maybe and then i just pissed her off when i wanted and i got pissed just about every night and...
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jesus_christ:
holy shit do i feel better.
brynji:
No, Ben, I don't think you understand, I took out my anger on it, it is no longer in a single piece, nor are the existing pieces recognizable, nor are they in my possession anyway, sorry man.
alright i can probably get lynched in a matter of seconds for saying this shit but i hated two towers. i never saw the first one, i've started the books but they never captivated me too much and i got bored with them, although i was extremely captivated by the first three books of stephen r. donaldson's white gold ring wielder which i believe came...
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brynji:
Where'd ya go Ben? Do you plan on updating again when you get back from Cali?
gwendolyn:
I didn't like it either.
But I saw it without knowing ANYTHING about it, and without seeing the first one, so I'm sure that has a lot to do with it. I don't know, maybe it has nothing to do with it, either way, I don't really care.
But I saw it without knowing ANYTHING about it, and without seeing the first one, so I'm sure that has a lot to do with it. I don't know, maybe it has nothing to do with it, either way, I don't really care.
i've just hit a kind of a wall of depression again and the only thing i can really do is turn around and pretend to laugh while it slowly crumbles. i've tried other things. they don't work. well, sex does, but i don't think that's going to happen. also, my great grandmother just died today, which i'm really not too sad about. she was 95,...
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december:
you have not lived a complete life if your life never contained a little shit. for every bad time, there will bet a better time.
brynji:
Damn Benji, I suppose I miss alot when I'm gone for a few days.
i just farted. my roommate walked in...it really smells...and skinny puppy rules...but sleeping in till 9:15 when you have a final at 9 doesn't. unless you live right next to the fine arts building and you can throw on the same clothes that you've been wearing for the last three days and go take your final wishing that you'd woken at 8 like planned so...
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I just watched HBO's documentary on the Bunny Ranch. it's wild. girls girls girls, prostitution, but the owner is a big fuckin asshole, and contradicted himself numerous times throughout. he said that he didn't like the words slut, sex, fuck, prostitute, whore, pimp, etc. that his girls are working girls and they do parties but used these words himself. whatever. wild shit. two brothers paid...
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takeshi21:
I'm a moron. Your wrapping idea would work well too, I just didn't see it!
estrada:
Pizzicato Five was one heck of a group. They broke up in 2001, after being around in some way, shape, or form, since 1984 or so.
Their music is very posh, kind of 1960's mod with a dance feel to it. A good album to start with is their Matador US debut album: Made in USA, which features well known songs: Twiggy, Twiggy (Twiggy vs. James Bond - heard in Charlie's Angles), Baby Love Child (Recently used in Futurama), and Magic Carpet Ride.
Their best album that was released in the US was The Sound of Music, but Happy End of the World is a close second.
There are many other Japan only releases and I plan on filling out my collection of their catelogue soon.
Their music is very posh, kind of 1960's mod with a dance feel to it. A good album to start with is their Matador US debut album: Made in USA, which features well known songs: Twiggy, Twiggy (Twiggy vs. James Bond - heard in Charlie's Angles), Baby Love Child (Recently used in Futurama), and Magic Carpet Ride.
Their best album that was released in the US was The Sound of Music, but Happy End of the World is a close second.
There are many other Japan only releases and I plan on filling out my collection of their catelogue soon.
There's a time for living
Time keeps on flying
Think you're loving baby
But all your doing is crying
Can you feel
Are those feelings real
Look at your game, girl
Look at your game, girl
What a mad delusion
Living in that confusion
Frustration and doubt
Can you ever live without the game
The sad, sad game
Mad game
Just to say loves' not...
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Time keeps on flying
Think you're loving baby
But all your doing is crying
Can you feel
Are those feelings real
Look at your game, girl
Look at your game, girl
What a mad delusion
Living in that confusion
Frustration and doubt
Can you ever live without the game
The sad, sad game
Mad game
Just to say loves' not...
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tatum:
Well here's a happy one then! 
Slivers of Bliss
You came to me
like a cool breeze,
on a summer's day.
So unexpected,
but yet so welcomed.
I long to bathe in your beauty,
to soak up the gorgeous rays
of your radiant soul.
My feelings I hold inside
twinkle and spark
like little fireflies
against the black canopy of night.
I gaze into your sweet eyes,
and feel the empty void
torturing my existence
melt away to nothing more
than a few specks of dew
on the meadow of my heart.
You have quenched my thirsty soul,
just feeling your presence near
is enough to bring a smile to my face.
And I LOVE Amy Brown! I am planning on getting one of her drawings tattooed on my back soon
Slivers of Bliss
You came to me
like a cool breeze,
on a summer's day.
So unexpected,
but yet so welcomed.
I long to bathe in your beauty,
to soak up the gorgeous rays
of your radiant soul.
My feelings I hold inside
twinkle and spark
like little fireflies
against the black canopy of night.
I gaze into your sweet eyes,
and feel the empty void
torturing my existence
melt away to nothing more
than a few specks of dew
on the meadow of my heart.
You have quenched my thirsty soul,
just feeling your presence near
is enough to bring a smile to my face.
And I LOVE Amy Brown! I am planning on getting one of her drawings tattooed on my back soon
tatum:
Thank you for the compliments! I have many emotions of poetry so if you're ever in need, just ask 
I think I'm getting this one:
http://www.amybrownarchive.com/detail.asp?img=spinner.jpg to go along with the spider on my bootie
That link is Amy Brown's archive, she has a ton more pictures there!
I have many emotions of poetry so if you're ever in need, just ask
I think I'm getting this one:
http://www.amybrownarchive.com/detail.asp?img=spinner.jpg to go along with the spider on my bootie
That link is Amy Brown's archive, she has a ton more pictures there!hey i'm gonna post some lyrics too...
somtimes i throw my fists
just for the fight that follows
sometimes i throw my pills
for the entire world to swallow
and i fill it full of anger
full of beauty and full of piss
then i watch as you pull back
you swing you missed
well i never really feal all that good
lord i never...
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somtimes i throw my fists
just for the fight that follows
sometimes i throw my pills
for the entire world to swallow
and i fill it full of anger
full of beauty and full of piss
then i watch as you pull back
you swing you missed
well i never really feal all that good
lord i never...
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jesus_christ:
is this a jihad? so if i die whilst doing so i am immediately inducted into the rock and roll hall of fame? i want fear factory to play at my innauguration with geddy lee singing and gibby haynes doing beat box and tub ring and perfect nothing assaulting the audience with bologna and easy cheese. no reason. oh yeah, and fred durst will be publicly tortured in a reinactment of the broken videos.
melissa2:
Those are some damn good lyrics. I wish I could come up with stuff like that......