jester55

just sitting here pondering my life over some english breakfast tea with a hint of cream and wow im a fucked up guy... I have made alot of mistakes in my relatively short life and wronged alot of people... Ive strayed far from the right path or what i thought was the right path. my father who is my hero the man i wanted to model my life after would be so disappointed in the way i am living my life. I have come to my realization that i have rather large shoes to fill and a long way to go until i become the man that i know that i should be and there is no better time than now... so as of now i restart my life and am going to do my best to live my life with dignity and honor... Im truly sorry to all the people i have wronged