im giving up on my school my goals and my life im so tired of my life
jester55:
all about my life
i am such a bad journal keeper.... well this week has been goin well im excited to fly into eugene oregon on friday... i have a track and field comp on sat and sunday for pac 10's im stoked this is goin to be the biggest competition of my life kinda scary and im a little nervous but all in all im good
lemuria:
enjoy eugene. if you like good mexican food and you have time, try taco loco. so good! 
good luck in your competition.
good luck in your competition.
im fuckin trippin on addy and some fuckin special k i love tranquelizers so fun
ok its been quite a while since ive written and for good reason ive been traveling all around lately... I was in england training for 2 months which was fantastic the english national team is freakin awesome made some good friends then i was in italy for a couple weeks to catch up with a good friend from UCLA then i was in germany till...
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jester55:
me
nicolai:
gangsta
gosh its been a fantastic few days. lots of booze lots of music god i love it. Last night was rad my friends played a show and somehow my drunk ass ended up on stage playing the guitar and it was actually pretty cool that was such a blast. Still didnt see any good ladies though lol how sad hahahaha anywho ive decided that i...
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marlamay:
awww 
no pics? & your last journal entry was in October?! 
tisk tisk tisk......i dont know about that... 
no pics? & your last journal entry was in October?! tisk tisk tisk......i dont know about that... ahhh yesterday and today have been mighty busy tons of class tons of homework alot of running. but its been fine class is actually pretty intresting well my buddhism class anyway lol theres alot of cool stuff..... today im excited cuz i get to have dinner with my friend ashley who i havent seen in like 4 years and im stoked cuz ive missed her...
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lilacdreams:
sounds like you are having a busy day... hope all is well with you. posted some pics of my paintings if you wanna check them out... let me know what you think. talk to you later take care 
karalynn:
mmmmmmmmmmmmm food
today has been pretty good actually. I had a physical at 8 this morning and passed yay...then it was off to lunch with the guys which is always interesting now im listening to manson's coma white which of course is quite possibly the greatest bloody song ever... tonight will be fun cuz im goin 2 like some UCLA october fest which means beer and women...
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lilacdreams:
hey i hope you have fun .... and i will talk to you later. have a good day take care
today sucked i hate people fuck... my girlfriend and i just recently broke up and when we did it was on relativly good terms then all of a sudden she tells me she cant be my friend anymore because i apparently i still like her. Even though i still do like her i would much rather have her as a friend than to not have...
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lilacdreams:
i agree with my darling santababy it will be better for you i know that is hard to believe and hear but keep your head up you wil see in the long run that it is for the best. you will be ok. take care xoxoxoxo jessi
lilacdreams:
oh by the way i have a my space if you can find me??? i tried to request you as a friend it did not work. let me know
today was the first day of class spanish 3 sucked ass um intro to buddhism so far was actually kinda cool i enjoyed it up. i still think that education is just a way to systematically controll the youth based on the constraint known as money and professional success and i want those things so yes off to class i go. tonight seems as if...
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karalynn:
School is only about teaching confirmity dude.
Today today what am i gonna do today. Well im gonna go get books today and im happy i dont have to wait in that huge line because someone thinks im special and am allowed to go to the front of the line.. class starts tomorrow woot woot booooooooooooooooooooooooooo. anywho gonna clean the room... my roomies are lame and wouldnt go party with me last...
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santababy:
what do you consider a good night of partying?? do you go to clubs or bars??
lilacdreams:
yeah tori her music helped me get over my rape however odd that sounds. but all is well here had a party last weekend having another one this weekend and until then i am working ope all is well with you take care
Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.