well i was supposed to celebrate my birthday today
and well not one person is coming out for it... my two best friends cant make it because they dont wanna go out tonight they just wanna stay in... the other closest friend in my life wont talk to me because she thought i was being rude about shit when i was just joking and my...
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and well not one person is coming out for it... my two best friends cant make it because they dont wanna go out tonight they just wanna stay in... the other closest friend in my life wont talk to me because she thought i was being rude about shit when i was just joking and my...
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dah:
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dah:
seriously stop coming in and out of my life stay away or be in it
seriously is so upset you just dropped all fuckin communication with me and fell off the face of the earth
chelsey_girl:
I'm crap with words so....
shesatrip:
Seriously, so upset that I'm reading this WAY TOO LATE to feel like you can forgive me. Hopefully you are a bigger person than that and dont try to cut me off -> Got my iPhone stolen at the bar FRIDAY SEPT 27, talk about falling off the face of the earth, I've lost EVERYONE'S number. I put up a bulletin on myspace too, no joke here i lost all my friends and some douchebag in compton heights has rung up all sorts of new calls since. BS, 2 days before my 24th birthday too. BS
Makes me sadder still is that you can't see my side / it shows me our friendship is active. i didnt even change it today. See this? That means we are ALREADY friends. That I was right, not fucking up. What does your side say? And sorry sweetie, its not how you thought. I would never be that bitch - promise
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I'll be right here, in my room, awaiting your reply...
Makes me sadder still is that you can't see my side / it shows me our friendship is active. i didnt even change it today. See this? That means we are ALREADY friends. That I was right, not fucking up. What does your side say? And sorry sweetie, its not how you thought. I would never be that bitch - promise
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I'll be right here, in my room, awaiting your reply...
I sit and read Walden and Civil disobedience... I ponder fictional philosophy in books like fight club and into the wild and i think to myself why? you cant every force change you cant bring people onto a level of lightened philosophical thought. It cant be done! Society is to ingrained into the humanistic ideal. When it comes down to it no longer is man...
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WHY CONFORM
The light is on and burning brightly for the masses
side ways glances and awkward stances
fuck you you say I defy categories
i will pass on that and embrace them
ill take the normalcy and conformity
Thats the sacrifice I make
You may call me a sell out but ur the one that bought in
into this trendy nonconformist fashion
how can...
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The light is on and burning brightly for the masses
side ways glances and awkward stances
fuck you you say I defy categories
i will pass on that and embrace them
ill take the normalcy and conformity
Thats the sacrifice I make
You may call me a sell out but ur the one that bought in
into this trendy nonconformist fashion
how can...
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chelsey_girl:
I like that 
inga:
hmmm...we share the same vices
"EMOTION"
when a woman cries she she shows you her world
when a man cries he shows u hes dying inside
lives pockmarked with a need to commit to trivial ties
in the end it shows it all began with lies
theres a need to do this but the question is why?
why the title just to get them to take the ride
the lust...
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when a woman cries she she shows you her world
when a man cries he shows u hes dying inside
lives pockmarked with a need to commit to trivial ties
in the end it shows it all began with lies
theres a need to do this but the question is why?
why the title just to get them to take the ride
the lust...
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dexter:
you cute bitches.
nicolai:
y am i not on your top friends!?
y am i not on your top friends!?In the distant distant past there was nothingness
Then with a bang there was creation.. Interrelation of gasses
Forming masses
Protons photons and quarks its with these simple things that the universe starts
No bigger than a dime it was the beginning of the first big bang nuclei
The excess of photons from this explosion formed mass into lumps and clumps
From these fallacies we...
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Then with a bang there was creation.. Interrelation of gasses
Forming masses
Protons photons and quarks its with these simple things that the universe starts
No bigger than a dime it was the beginning of the first big bang nuclei
The excess of photons from this explosion formed mass into lumps and clumps
From these fallacies we...
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nicolai:
i fucking love it
shesatrip:
Oh man, not just this but your poem above about "her".....
I suddenly have an incredible urge to have you and keep you. I really like who you are
Words can be so fucking hot, and a great intro to what the body can do
I suddenly have an incredible urge to have you and keep you. I really like who you are
Words can be so fucking hot, and a great intro to what the body can do
i often lay in bed wondering why im not enough... ive never been enough
not for my family not for my coaches not for any woman ive cared for and
what is worse not for myself..... or at least thats how i feel.... so much pressure bears down on me
every single day.... every day someone reminds me of how smart i am how everyone...
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not for my family not for my coaches not for any woman ive cared for and
what is worse not for myself..... or at least thats how i feel.... so much pressure bears down on me
every single day.... every day someone reminds me of how smart i am how everyone...
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chelsey_girl:
Be who you are, and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.
...that's my fave quote, I try to live by it
...that's my fave quote, I try to live by it
its time for me to vanish... i will be back when i return from this period of self actualization
btyjugs:
hugs matt i hope you are ok
IM SO LOST....... WHY CANT SHE JUST LEAVE AND THE OTHER SAY SHE WANTS ME AND JUST DO IT
btyjugs:
awwww ..hugs
HERES TO HOPE
positive thoughts marked by sterile dreams
my eyes are blind to these hopeful things
im broken and beaten and left for dead
this pin pricked heart is connected by a single thread
these long lonely nights are filled with pining
with hope for a taste of the serendipitous
however for me this cant be tangible
and with the rise of the sun...
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positive thoughts marked by sterile dreams
my eyes are blind to these hopeful things
im broken and beaten and left for dead
this pin pricked heart is connected by a single thread
these long lonely nights are filled with pining
with hope for a taste of the serendipitous
however for me this cant be tangible
and with the rise of the sun...
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nicolai:
those are awesome my friend! great poems! i love them! planetarium tomorrow! er......today! 
woot woot!!!!!!
woot woot!!!!!!had the surgery and his foot is horrible and fucked up...i advice do not request to stay awake and video your own surgery cuz the dr's do a poor job of numbing the area of incision i felt the whole fuckin surgery
rawkz:
wow that is horrible