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Well well well...

it appears pain makes fools of us all.

My man had two rotten,black teeth pulled out and has turned into a different person. Or rather, not the person he has been for the past month or so.

So maybe stupidly but because I love him we are trying again-two Geminis man it's fucked up.

But lurve is what makes the world go...
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jessykaaddams:
Rambling is a factor of life...

but you are right-I obsess abut it way too much. And of course it's not like no one else will ever want me ever-but you know girls and our notoriously low self-esteem! whatever
s:
I've met a couple but it's rare. I get that way too often myself.
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Oh misery and woe....it is definately over between me and my boy....cops had to get involved last night.

So I am staying at some fleabag motel for now and have to find somewhere else to live by the end of this week...

Won't catch him moving out even though it was his violent behaviour that pre-empted this event....but naturally it's all my fault as it...
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s:
All I want is your understanding, as in the small act of effection. Why is this my life? Is almost everybody's question. I prefer peace. Wouldn't have to have one wordly possesion. But essentially I'm an animal. So just what do I do with all the agression? Life is a one-way street, ain't it? If you could paint it, I'd draw myself going in the right direction. So I'll go all the way like I really really know but the truth is, I'm only guessing. It's even dark in the day time. It's not good. . . it's great depression. When I was lost I even found myself looking in the gun's direction. So I've tried everything but suicide . . . but it's crossed my mind.

And I'm fine.

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I really don't know what else to say, . . . keep ya head up

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sparkle_puss:
ohhh so sexy. i'm having your babies. and then we can dress them up and make them all cute and stuff. SNAKES ON A MOTHER FUCKING PLANE BITCH!!!!

thats all for now...

xoxo jax
jessykaaddams:
Yay Jackie babies!!

MOTHERFUCKER!! WE GOT MOTHERFUCKIN SNAKES!!

WHERE!!

ON THE MOTHERFUCKIN PLANE!!!
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s:
I see you've picked up on that very quickly.

Ya know . . . they say Jesus never existed ?
jessykaaddams:
That was really interesting-thanks smile

I started reading these "The Bible is wrong" books in high school and I haven't been convinced otherwise yet!

I thought The Da Vinci Code was a pile of poo though. puke
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New post new post and new hair too....but my stupid phone camera won't work temporarily.

More soon....when camera works

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And in the bad Spanish soap opera that is my life.....now we are back together. On a trial basis.

Three years seems a lot to give up on....plus sometimes I feel like no one else would ever understand me!

Oh work has gone on FOREVER today....my arm is killing me from clicking the mouse frown

Damn data entry-if I get RSI I am so suing.

Gonna...
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mattscope:
Hope it all works out for you...
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Well well well.....

Since my last post I got my first tattoo and my boy of three years and I broke up.
Mmmm mmm.
So I'm at work-at nine at night. I did overtime till 8 and now don't want to go home cause he's there and we'll fight...the dog gets sad when we fight.

I wish Antonio Banderas was my boyfriend. He's so Spanish...
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mattscope:
sorry to hear about your break up... i just recently broke up with my gf of 10 months...

relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

I have a man crush on Johnny blush

Your first tattoo must have been exciting... shame all this other shit is bringing you down... good time to watch an antonio banderas movie.
mattscope:
thanks... you too,
hope you are doing better
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Yay!!

No longer one of the unemployed masses hurrah! And the big bonus is I can wear whatever I want and don't have to take out any piercings or even change my jewellery...I love data entry. Plus listening to music all day which has the added bonus of not having to listen to anyone. He he.
mattscope:
sounds like a cool job congrats!
jessykaaddams:
Thanks sweetie! smile