MAAAAAAAN!!! It has been FOREVER since I was on here-stupid work blocked my access to it-I don't think they will believe me that I use it for boards and groups,not to look at boobies. (Heh-I don't believe me either)
So some news-I.Have.Made.A.Decision.
To break up with the boy. I am coming to the uncomfortable realisation that he may be an asshole. Horribly I still feel affection for him, but I know I need to end it because I have a crush on someone else. And a real,butterflies-in-tummy,getting to work half an hour early so I can talk to him (he works near my work) kinda crush. I figure if I was really in love with Lex I wouldn't feel this way.
Plus he really takes me for granted,STILL doesn't work or do housework,has gotten physically violent on a few occasions (including giving me a black eye on Boxing Day) spent the money I GAVE him to buy me Xmas presents n crystal meth -oh my god when I write this down it sounds awful. I just need some space and so does he I think-to stop relying on me financially and emotionally.If he gets his shit together fine.
But horrible I have to bide my time till I find a new place-my best option since I don't have bond money is a dog-friendly share house.I can't leave the dog with him,he'll pine and plus Lex doesn't walk or remember to feed him.
No other real news-now settled in the new place in Leichhardt,which is really nice and it's a shame I will have to leave it. But he won't leave even though he can't afford the rent.
I feel okay about things though-I've decided to stop letting circumstances get the better of me and to TAKE CONTROL.yeeessss.
New 2007 Jessyka takes no crap!! Be warned!!
So some news-I.Have.Made.A.Decision.
To break up with the boy. I am coming to the uncomfortable realisation that he may be an asshole. Horribly I still feel affection for him, but I know I need to end it because I have a crush on someone else. And a real,butterflies-in-tummy,getting to work half an hour early so I can talk to him (he works near my work) kinda crush. I figure if I was really in love with Lex I wouldn't feel this way.
Plus he really takes me for granted,STILL doesn't work or do housework,has gotten physically violent on a few occasions (including giving me a black eye on Boxing Day) spent the money I GAVE him to buy me Xmas presents n crystal meth -oh my god when I write this down it sounds awful. I just need some space and so does he I think-to stop relying on me financially and emotionally.If he gets his shit together fine.
But horrible I have to bide my time till I find a new place-my best option since I don't have bond money is a dog-friendly share house.I can't leave the dog with him,he'll pine and plus Lex doesn't walk or remember to feed him.
No other real news-now settled in the new place in Leichhardt,which is really nice and it's a shame I will have to leave it. But he won't leave even though he can't afford the rent.
I feel okay about things though-I've decided to stop letting circumstances get the better of me and to TAKE CONTROL.yeeessss.
New 2007 Jessyka takes no crap!! Be warned!!
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Hopefully writing that down made it clear in your mind just how unhappy you are. Grab 2007 by the short hairs and make it your bitch!
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