Time for a new journal entry methinks...
Damn poverty taking my SG away for two whole weeks...I'm so disorganised. Can never remember when the damn money is coming out.
So I seem to have sorted out my boy dramas...no thats a massive lie.It seems like he wants to get back together now-but that could be induced by the house stress we are under.Stupid share-housing living has screwed me again and we now have to find a new place thanks to my two jobless flatmates.Which wouldn't be so much of a problem if it wasn't for the doggie-Sydney is swarming with apartments but a Staffie doesn't go so well in a small space.
So I can't tell if this is genuine affection or terror at being alone...we still fight but not as much...however I am really starting to see that he is just a chaotic influence on my life. I need him to leave it for a while but don't know how to tell him.I'm worried he also can't manage alone...oh sigh. It's almost too complicated to think about.
Sigh work is sooooo slow...I'm doing returned mail.Drag.And it's a gorgeous day outside...gosh darn it.Thank God for daylight savings so I at least see a little bit of sunlight.
Bought Saw 2 on DVD last night so I could catch up on the plot before Saw #...so excited!!
Damn poverty taking my SG away for two whole weeks...I'm so disorganised. Can never remember when the damn money is coming out.
So I seem to have sorted out my boy dramas...no thats a massive lie.It seems like he wants to get back together now-but that could be induced by the house stress we are under.Stupid share-housing living has screwed me again and we now have to find a new place thanks to my two jobless flatmates.Which wouldn't be so much of a problem if it wasn't for the doggie-Sydney is swarming with apartments but a Staffie doesn't go so well in a small space.
So I can't tell if this is genuine affection or terror at being alone...we still fight but not as much...however I am really starting to see that he is just a chaotic influence on my life. I need him to leave it for a while but don't know how to tell him.I'm worried he also can't manage alone...oh sigh. It's almost too complicated to think about.
Sigh work is sooooo slow...I'm doing returned mail.Drag.And it's a gorgeous day outside...gosh darn it.Thank God for daylight savings so I at least see a little bit of sunlight.
Bought Saw 2 on DVD last night so I could catch up on the plot before Saw #...so excited!!
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But they do get better.
Happy new year.