I am so fucking confused and lost right now.
I dont know what to do about me and my boy and it is fucking up my life so bad. I can't eat, can't sleep and am going slowy insane.
He is sick of me being unhappy basically, and wants me to go back to my old self and have more fun.
But he doesn't work he can afford to have more fun. I work fulltime doing data entry and just can't run around taking drugs all the time.
And he's always out all night without me cause I am a fucking nofriends loser I just hate it so much and then he gets mad cause I'm upset and ruining his high when he gets home.
I know I should just start going out and making my own friends but I am just so sad. It feels like he doesn't give a shit about me anymore and I gave up so much for him.
Maybe if he'd worked more I wouldn't be so stressed about money all the time and I'd be more fun.
I dont know what to do about me and my boy and it is fucking up my life so bad. I can't eat, can't sleep and am going slowy insane.
He is sick of me being unhappy basically, and wants me to go back to my old self and have more fun.
But he doesn't work he can afford to have more fun. I work fulltime doing data entry and just can't run around taking drugs all the time.
And he's always out all night without me cause I am a fucking nofriends loser I just hate it so much and then he gets mad cause I'm upset and ruining his high when he gets home.
I know I should just start going out and making my own friends but I am just so sad. It feels like he doesn't give a shit about me anymore and I gave up so much for him.
Maybe if he'd worked more I wouldn't be so stressed about money all the time and I'd be more fun.
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helly:
Hey Lady, I have never talked to you before but I jsut read your thread in sex talk, hope you are ok. Im in Sydney pretty close to the cbd. If you wanna hang drop me a line
ginary:
Im sorry hun Ive been there before too.