Sunday Aug 13, 2006

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Oh misery and woe....it is definately over between me and my boy....cops had to get involved last night.

So I am staying at some fleabag motel for now and have to find somewhere else to live by the end of this week...

Won't catch him moving out even though it was his violent behaviour that pre-empted this event....but naturally it's all my fault as it always is. And I have to leave my dog.

I may just run out into traffic. This is way too hard. frown
s:
All I want is your understanding, as in the small act of effection. Why is this my life? Is almost everybody's question. I prefer peace. Wouldn't have to have one wordly possesion. But essentially I'm an animal. So just what do I do with all the agression? Life is a one-way street, ain't it? If you could paint it, I'd draw myself going in the right direction. So I'll go all the way like I really really know but the truth is, I'm only guessing. It's even dark in the day time. It's not good. . . it's great depression. When I was lost I even found myself looking in the gun's direction. So I've tried everything but suicide . . . but it's crossed my mind.

And I'm fine.

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I really don't know what else to say, . . . keep ya head up

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