I'm alive and well. At least well enough. What more could I ask for.
Still trying to find ways to tolerate myself.
^Which just may be making latex clothing. I'm really excited to give it a try since I haven't been able to afford a sewing machine yet.
There has to be shit to do that doesn't include a bar. Drinking+me= usually not good. A big reason for my breakdown a few years back and I've dropped it since. Though maybe I should go out for a glass of wine. That sounds romantic and mysterious.
Keeping content/happy is fucking hard work.
Hugs go out to my fellow tormented souls whatever your flavor of disorder happens to be. Shit makes you isolate yourself from people and I want to be happily active around people again. Just got to find some.
Still trying to find ways to tolerate myself.
^Which just may be making latex clothing. I'm really excited to give it a try since I haven't been able to afford a sewing machine yet.
There has to be shit to do that doesn't include a bar. Drinking+me= usually not good. A big reason for my breakdown a few years back and I've dropped it since. Though maybe I should go out for a glass of wine. That sounds romantic and mysterious.
Keeping content/happy is fucking hard work.
Hugs go out to my fellow tormented souls whatever your flavor of disorder happens to be. Shit makes you isolate yourself from people and I want to be happily active around people again. Just got to find some.
bey:
I'll drink to that!
cyranodb:
Yeah. It's hard to keep on a happy face some times. For me right now it's starting with letting go of some desires I've been clinging too a long time. Those old habits die hard. I hope you feel better soon. 
