I'm trying to get geared up for the holidays coming up. Grabbing addresses from close friends I've lost touch with because of the distances so that we can reconnect again. People.. friends.. are very important to me in my life. I'm coming to realize that I really kind of require having some social activity or I get really really dark and depressed and it ain't pretty. Hopefully this new year will bring new friendships so I won't feel so damn alone in this city.
#MAGNUM
#face!
#threebadjacks
#swirls
#sexybitch
... Instagram made it pretty too. Damn them for their spiffy effects. Me=SugarGraves
Except Sam did this one.
My niece and second nephew were both born in December, they are not making holidays easy. So, I have their cards signed and sealed and have decided for the little ones birthdays will always mean a card with cash since the first nephew is in February. Yeah, I think that's my plan to make this go a bit more smooth with gift giving.
I've started painting. I'm terrible. My brain just can't get creations from my head out into any medium. So I'm always trying to find my thing. My niche. Something I dont suck at and enjoy doing. I won't give up on all these semi hobbies just yet because I understand with practice comes knowledge and skill. But fuck, I"m frustrated. I cant draw stick figures. Somehow I fucked up doing stars. STARS! fuck.me.I.need.a.creative.outlet.I.feel.so.lame.
Hard on myself? Never. Always.
Still not sure how I feel about Halo 4.
Today I worked a 10 shift with the door open and no heat. In heels. Made decent commission though. (YAY)
So, I treated myself to the #MAC Grey Friday special And from Ironfist a pair of heels and fuggs.
Dagga dagga puff puff puff
#MAGNUM
#face!
#threebadjacks
#swirls
#sexybitch
... Instagram made it pretty too. Damn them for their spiffy effects. Me=SugarGraves
Except Sam did this one.
My niece and second nephew were both born in December, they are not making holidays easy. So, I have their cards signed and sealed and have decided for the little ones birthdays will always mean a card with cash since the first nephew is in February. Yeah, I think that's my plan to make this go a bit more smooth with gift giving.
I've started painting. I'm terrible. My brain just can't get creations from my head out into any medium. So I'm always trying to find my thing. My niche. Something I dont suck at and enjoy doing. I won't give up on all these semi hobbies just yet because I understand with practice comes knowledge and skill. But fuck, I"m frustrated. I cant draw stick figures. Somehow I fucked up doing stars. STARS! fuck.me.I.need.a.creative.outlet.I.feel.so.lame.
Hard on myself? Never. Always.
Still not sure how I feel about Halo 4.
Today I worked a 10 shift with the door open and no heat. In heels. Made decent commission though. (YAY)
So, I treated myself to the #MAC Grey Friday special And from Ironfist a pair of heels and fuggs.
Dagga dagga puff puff puff
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tinplatedhero:
Happy Holidays, hon. 
We miss you in the Lou, but hope you're doing well out there in NYC.
We miss you in the Lou, but hope you're doing well out there in NYC. 
winged1:
Yep this city can be really tough some times. You ever try creative writing as an outlet? Well, I guess you are here in a sense ha, but you can also just try and write on paper, sometimes that can feel pretty good. Cheers!