Let's see, I'm due for an update.
I'm good! Apparantly the quitting smoking and cutting down caffiene and basically giving up smoking trees really fucked me up emotionally and played some severe hard ball with my anxiety/panic disorder.
In the last couple of weeks I've gotten a much better hand on it, avoided several meltdowns by basically making my body take the symptoms and not move a muscle.
Found my little happy place again. Yay! Gonna nurture the shit out of it.
Aaaaand I've got another job. Start on the 25th. I've been working under a bitch that's not been helping my stress levels, so this should help balance me out even more and I'm really excited.
Not to mention I won't be getting home past 9pm anymore so I can actually make a better effort to be active instead of coming home making dinner eating dinner and then going right to bed every night.
The down side is that I was being paid cash before and this will be on the books so I'm keeping my second job on the weekends and will be working 6 days a week for at least the next 6 months or so to make sure I don't fall short in $$$.
Oh, did I mention I got a 16 gallon fish tank called a biorb? The damn thing is awesome. It's a giant bubble fish tank. Unfortunately we bought 4 fish and one of them was sick. After the last 2-3 weeks of water changes and treatments the last trooper died this morning. I've never had sick animals and even fish dying on you is just a little sad. But, now I can try all over again. Been all over forums, talked to my Mom. Growing up my Uncle owned a petstore and bred fish. I've never had sick fish. Funny enough just because it's PETCO doesn't mean you're safe.
I'm good! Apparantly the quitting smoking and cutting down caffiene and basically giving up smoking trees really fucked me up emotionally and played some severe hard ball with my anxiety/panic disorder.
In the last couple of weeks I've gotten a much better hand on it, avoided several meltdowns by basically making my body take the symptoms and not move a muscle.
Found my little happy place again. Yay! Gonna nurture the shit out of it.
Aaaaand I've got another job. Start on the 25th. I've been working under a bitch that's not been helping my stress levels, so this should help balance me out even more and I'm really excited.
Not to mention I won't be getting home past 9pm anymore so I can actually make a better effort to be active instead of coming home making dinner eating dinner and then going right to bed every night.
The down side is that I was being paid cash before and this will be on the books so I'm keeping my second job on the weekends and will be working 6 days a week for at least the next 6 months or so to make sure I don't fall short in $$$.
Oh, did I mention I got a 16 gallon fish tank called a biorb? The damn thing is awesome. It's a giant bubble fish tank. Unfortunately we bought 4 fish and one of them was sick. After the last 2-3 weeks of water changes and treatments the last trooper died this morning. I've never had sick animals and even fish dying on you is just a little sad. But, now I can try all over again. Been all over forums, talked to my Mom. Growing up my Uncle owned a petstore and bred fish. I've never had sick fish. Funny enough just because it's PETCO doesn't mean you're safe.
baudot:
This sounds like all good news.
dkoc:
The biorb things are really cool. I was thinking of getting one for my desk.