One of the things that has plagued me forever is makeup. I never could afford professional products so I use cheap drug store brands that don't do what I want them to do but had gotten me this far.
Since I just got a bit of money from working a trade show this weekend all these things are in my mind but I still can't afford MAC products or anything of that caliber.
So I'm sitting here thinking to myself kind of like a future plan and I realized I've been doing this my whole life. I've always been good with money but could never save up enough with medical bills and having procedures done topped with bills. And right now I can't even land a job. But it feels like m y cure all to be content once I can start saving for these products.
I don't even have brushes or an effective train case for organizing, which I know will have to be slightly large.
I know a lot of people do not use mac or high end products but common house hold names seem to be failing me or I'm still just that bad at picking my own stock pile of products.
I've never been a girly-girl. Being feminine is something that's taken me years to have a grasp on in being able to produce it. Hair styling and products still swim above my head too.
It's like I need a big sister to teach me all the crap I can't figure out. Youtube helps, but sometimes I'm more confused than when I started looking.
Whine whine whine rant rant rant.
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I use my fingers all the time. I often feel the heat from my hands sets eye makeup better with patting it on with my fingertip.
I have a train case that I saved in my wishlist that I'm going to save up for too. I've heard of people transforming tool boxes. The case I saved has a large bottom and would work really well for what I have.