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Well... My birthdate is drawing to a close.
I had a good day.
I hung out with my sister, Billy, and Korry. It was good to just sit there and hang out with them.

Korry wants me to come see him tomorrow before I go to school.
I'm a little bit excited.

But I made out with another boy a few days ago. That was...
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I made out with A Boy tonight. Was that a good Idea? Quite Frankly... I Don't Care.
He's the one that wanted to make out with me. And he offered me a cigarette.
So... I dropped him off, and I gave him my number, because he asked for it. And he said he'd call me, but I wonder if I'll want to answer.
Then I...
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Well... today. Where do I begin?

My car = Out of Commission.
I pulled over on the exit for Beaverton on my way to school. It sputtered into a Coma. I was right next to a Jiffy Lube. I waited 5 minutes for them to open, and I had one of the guys look at my car. DOA. Fuck. I may need a new car......
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Fuck... My ears.
10 gauge in about two weeks, I think.

I don't remember much anymore. My head is drained on school. I don't have time to do anything for a long period of time. Which is why going out to hang out with people is a horrible Idea... but it was the only thing that kept me from driving my car over a bridge....
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Ok, so I drove him to Portland yesterday, and he's adorable when he smokes. He reminded me why I'm attracted to smokers in the first place and it made me want to kiss him.
Too bad traffic couldn't have been worse, that way I could focus a little less on the road when we got behind red lights.

Yesterday was my day for hanging out....
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So... I checked up on it, SG has received my set. Oh, I'm so nervous, I'm trying to wrangle down forty gallons of anticipation, and I'm trying not to go crazy waiting. This is one thing I'm not patient for. I need to hear it: Am I good enough or am I not?
And hopefully it's not the latter of the two.

I think I...
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I've been walking in Portland lately. I think it's a trend that I will keep up for myself. Especially in this cold weather. I do like it. But once the weather is warm again, I'll stop that right away. Unless I have to go to the art store.
I have a place I go to park when I go to the art store now. It's...
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I think maybe I messed up somehow? Ha ha. Oops.
I'm too forward. I think I'll try to remember to work on that.
Stupid boy. Ha ha ha.

A girl talked to me today that I haven't really talked to in a while. Well, just dropped me a line, you know. I don't know. She said maybe we can makeout like school girls again if...
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Seeing him is good, because he's easy on the eyes.
But kissing him is better, because I haven't quite been kissed like that.

Ha ha.
And why can't I stop thinking about it?

Because I still can't believe it.

I wish I was hanging out with that boy tonight.
He's busy a lot now. He's working for his dad. And I think that's pretty cool, because he's finally making money like he needs to.
I wish I was hanging out with him, though.
Because he's cute.
And I like the way he kisses.

I've been daydreaming the hell out of emo boys. I can't...
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