Well... I'm still not a Suicide Girl. And I want to be. I think that's the main thing I'm looking forward to. Waiting on the ID right now. I know it's sent in. I just wonder... how long does it take? I'd ask someone who already is a Suicide Girl. But I don't know who to ask.
Well... here is my plan, as of this moment.....
Plan:
---Finish College (This will take a few years, but it's worth it.)
---Get Outta Here.
a)Fill up my car with gas, belongings, and myself, with enough cash to get me somewhere.
b)Start heading South.
c)Make a pit stop in Nevada to Hang around in Vegas for maybe a few days.
d)Make it down to Southern California.
e)Hang around a few days/weeks/months. However long I need to.
f)Go down to Mexico for a little while.
g)Start heading back up North and find a spot to stick around for a while (let's say, a few years, as in, live somewhere.)
Yeah... I'm thinking I need to do this, definately. And my plan is to find some cool people and stay a night or two on their couches if they'll let me. Meet some people now and make sure I have a few places to stay, and meet some people when I'm there hopefully. I need it. Badly. I will still need it. And if my plan doesn't change to drastically... I will be going through with this.
Just 3 1/2 more years.
Oh, and another part of the plan... Once I get myself somewhere to live... I'm going to try to wiggle my way into tattoos.
That's what I've been thinking about all day.
And a few other things... namely:
-My car
-Gummy Bears
-Water
-Boy
-Cigarettes
-the Old Boy
-the Tights I'm Wearing.
But those things are on and off. My head has pretty much been facing the whole escape plan.
I feel good about this, though. I feel good about it.
And I'm just waitin' around to be a Suicide Girl. That would be nice. Dream come true, really... so hopefully... good luck to me... know what I mean?
EDIT -
I wanted to put some pictures up, but I didn't want to write a new Journal for that... so, just for kicks:
Yeah, pre actual photoset. Practice ones, you see. I think I did pretty good. And I'm fishing for compliments or... something along those lines.
Well... here is my plan, as of this moment.....
Plan:
---Finish College (This will take a few years, but it's worth it.)
---Get Outta Here.
a)Fill up my car with gas, belongings, and myself, with enough cash to get me somewhere.
b)Start heading South.
c)Make a pit stop in Nevada to Hang around in Vegas for maybe a few days.
d)Make it down to Southern California.
e)Hang around a few days/weeks/months. However long I need to.
f)Go down to Mexico for a little while.
g)Start heading back up North and find a spot to stick around for a while (let's say, a few years, as in, live somewhere.)
Yeah... I'm thinking I need to do this, definately. And my plan is to find some cool people and stay a night or two on their couches if they'll let me. Meet some people now and make sure I have a few places to stay, and meet some people when I'm there hopefully. I need it. Badly. I will still need it. And if my plan doesn't change to drastically... I will be going through with this.
Just 3 1/2 more years.
Oh, and another part of the plan... Once I get myself somewhere to live... I'm going to try to wiggle my way into tattoos.
That's what I've been thinking about all day.
And a few other things... namely:
-My car
-Gummy Bears
-Water
-Boy
-Cigarettes
-the Old Boy
-the Tights I'm Wearing.
But those things are on and off. My head has pretty much been facing the whole escape plan.
I feel good about this, though. I feel good about it.
And I'm just waitin' around to be a Suicide Girl. That would be nice. Dream come true, really... so hopefully... good luck to me... know what I mean?
EDIT -
I wanted to put some pictures up, but I didn't want to write a new Journal for that... so, just for kicks:
Yeah, pre actual photoset. Practice ones, you see. I think I did pretty good. And I'm fishing for compliments or... something along those lines.
it took eleven months from when i sent my pictures in to when they went up. this obviously varies from girl to girl, but it's not a short wait. good luck with your sg application!