jessicka

Tonight, after a stress-busting bout of ass-in-the-air futon-chewing, this guy says, 'Finally, I had a redhead!'

Funny how that's worked out for me. Maybe next time I'll dye my hair Asian, start working through the fetishes...

The only thing I could think to say was, 'Finally, I had an Egyptian.'

Sometimes I almost remember what an orgasm feels like...

Oh yeah, and the rest of my life is getting to be a bit overwhelming. I'm waiting for the downward spiral to begin any day now. I'm beyond fatigue...gearing up for a server cutover this week at the day job, where they've started hinting that my position is not secure (my own fault). I've been completely irresponsible with my freelance job, just begging to be fired.

To top it off, I've acquired a bad habit somewhat worse than smoking, just to have the energy to keep up with both functions and enjoy a more fully-functional social life than I have before. Well, I'll be honest and admit that I enjoy it, but there's the tug of that downward spiral again...

Sometimes I almost remember what a full night of sleep feels like...

Too often, I make decisions by not making them.