jessicaxgenocide

sorryyyyy it's been sooo longggg since i've updated ya'll on anythingg!!
soooo much has been happening..that's pretty much all i have to say about that! imma try to be a lotttttt more optimistic about everything! why?? because i can be!!!! i'm no longer going to dwell on anything! has everything gotten better? NO *laugh* but IT WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *smile*
i was in florida for a few...
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my diet//fitness tracker!!!!

i'm gonna share my progress with ya'll..most recent is at the top!

march 29..two weeks
weight:: 133 [[1 lb gained]] [[total 5 lbs lost]]
bmi:: 23.2 [[+0.2]] [[total -0.9]]
hips:: 34" [[+/- 0]] [[total +1"]]
waist:: 28" [[+/- 0]] [[total -1"]]
arms:: 11.5"[[+/- 0]] [[total +0.5"]]
legs:: 21.5" [[+/- 0]] [[total -1"]]
no progress..but at least nothing went back to before! gotta...
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my FIRST OFFICIAL published work on Origivation..music blog! chiodos!

check it out here!!!!

http://origivation.com/theblog/
The Words "Hardcore Music" Become Redefined

i'll be adding more soon!
hopefully writing for the print mag soon!!!!!!!!!!!

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elixir

>>when the gusts came around to blow me down i held on as tightly as you held onto me..cause i built a home for you//for me//until it disappeared from me//from you...
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so me && swmetallicafan are starting our diet && fitness regimen tomorrow!
we went food shopping today..lots of produce && nutrient-rich foods..&&amazingggggggggggggg strawberry lemondade//pomegranate apple blend tea from teavana!!!
i'm excited!!!
i've taken before pics [[sooooooo not posting them tho..]] && highlighted all my problem areas
not looking to lose too much weight..just reallllyyyyy wanna tone && eat healthier!!!!! only gonna be tolerant of eating...
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i realllyyyyyyyy want a Canon PowerShot SX1 IS!!!!!!


i have no camera..i miss taking pictures..*sadfaceee*

i need to get this camera!

of course..after i pay my bills//rent//more bills//more rent//fix my car..
&& none of that can happen without a job..

damn..

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elixir

>>our legs begin to break//we've walked this path for far too long//my lungs they start to ache but still we carry on..i...
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new blogs up&&new art up!!! check it out!!!!!

my art::
-+jessica[genocide]+- art
got 7 new pieces in my SGMusic series! combining music&&art&&the beautiful suicide girls!!!

my blog::
-+jessica[genocide]+- blog
got 2 new blogs//both about music!
--mad world by gary jules
--beautiful by me'shell ndegeocello
--the grace by neverending white lights

should be getting more active on both of those sites [[&&here]] now that i've fixed...
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soooooooooEXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MONDAY MY FIRST SET GOES UP!!!!!!!! [[lateeee sunday night//superrr.early monday morning]]
i'm reallyyyyy hoping it makes it!!!!!
i'm a little scared because i know the quality of the cam isn't great but i reallllyyyyyyy want it to make it!!!!!
lotsa exclamation points in this *laughs*
votee pleaseee!!! tell me what you think!!!
monday [[feb 22nd 3:29am!!!!!!!!!!!]]
*smile&&dance*

ok//put 3 more dancing vids up today//all of my vids from jan!!
so check 'em out!!!!
*smile*

just added a dance vid of mee!! checkkk.it!!!!
*smile!*