Did you ever just feel like your life was more or less on hold? Or maybe just in a holding pattern? That is how I feel right now, and there is more than one reason for it, part of it is because of the whole wait and see thing as far as the base I work at and our jobs, and where they are going and when, its the when part that kills, not knowing this doesn't allow for us to make plans for the future to much or work out things like purchasing a home in the new location. The other part of it that makes it feel that way is with my wife being in the Army National Guard, well there is that chance that she will be deployed, and at times that scares the hell out of me, especially on days that they announce stories of soldiers who were killed. So not knowing if she will be deployed eats at me and scares the hell out of me.
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