I promise, promise, promise to do an update tomorrow...
...promise!
...promise!
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...and a Happy New Year! 
I know a lot of people (including myself) have had a crappy 2008, so heres hoping 2009 is a billion times better!
xoxox
I know a lot of people (including myself) have had a crappy 2008, so heres hoping 2009 is a billion times better!
xoxox
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araid:
no =( I'll have to wait till i get home. I hope that will be soon!
I'm gonna be bored as hell there!
And yeah, i know i'l calmed, but i guess i trust that everything is going to be fine. Why would i be scared? I mean, I could be, but I win nothing from it .. xD
So, i'm going with all the goods thoughts a person can have, and just wait for the best! xD
Everything will be fine! =D
I'm gonna be bored as hell there!
And yeah, i know i'l calmed, but i guess i trust that everything is going to be fine. Why would i be scared? I mean, I could be, but I win nothing from it .. xD
So, i'm going with all the goods thoughts a person can have, and just wait for the best! xD
Everything will be fine! =D
rigormortis:
Not all men are beastly all of the time. I should have mentioned that, but I got carried away by snoring and the other beastly qualities that sometimes go along with being a man. 
Im sure this will be like a million other posts on here over the next 24 hrs but I just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas.
Bye xoxox
Bye xoxox
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msselfdestruct:
me? good? never! 
hope you're having a lovely holiday time, im having to work too much of it but tomorrow is the last of that then its on to the big bad parties...Orlando NYE and Miami Beach Friday night.
you should come with.
hope you're having a lovely holiday time, im having to work too much of it but tomorrow is the last of that then its on to the big bad parties...Orlando NYE and Miami Beach Friday night.
you should come with.
_loulou_:
Thank you for the holiday wishes! I hope your Christmas was a good one. What are your plans for New Years?
Oh, and I'm glad you liked the video - love Bowie!
Oh, and I'm glad you liked the video - love Bowie!
I just wanted to give a quick update on how things are going/whats happening. I am trying to look for a job in the field I have experience in but it is not easy. I must have sent my resume to about 10 places over the past week and I have heard NOTHING! It is very disheartning. Oh well - maybe now is the time...
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araid:
Relax boy! I know something will come up!
I'm still in pain xD and yeah, the doctor said the same thing... I'm really calmed about this, he said i should be crying in pain! xD i guess i can handle it pretty well... They'll give the results of my MRI (i think that's the name) on monday, so i'll see of there's nothing else.
My bother is going to see if i can get a ride on a plain... i can't travel by car nor bus... and my mom wants me to be home so she can take care of me... I feel so useless! That's what bothers me the most! I have to ask for help every time, it sucks! >< I HATE that!
Anyway, I don't have the Christmas spirit either! and it sucks! I don't want to imagine how christmas dinner is going to be
Lot's of kisses my boy!
Take care, and be patient!
xoxo
I'm still in pain xD and yeah, the doctor said the same thing... I'm really calmed about this, he said i should be crying in pain! xD i guess i can handle it pretty well... They'll give the results of my MRI (i think that's the name) on monday, so i'll see of there's nothing else.
My bother is going to see if i can get a ride on a plain... i can't travel by car nor bus... and my mom wants me to be home so she can take care of me... I feel so useless! That's what bothers me the most! I have to ask for help every time, it sucks! >< I HATE that!
Anyway, I don't have the Christmas spirit either! and it sucks! I don't want to imagine how christmas dinner is going to be
Lot's of kisses my boy!
Take care, and be patient!
xoxo
missbabyblue:
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!! 
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who left me messages. Your kind words have been really encouraging and they are super appreciated. I am trying to keep my chin up and you all are helping a ton.
Thank you
Thank you
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araid:
OMG. so sorry to read that! 
Well. everything happens for a reason, or so they say. I hope everything is getting better.
Yeah, i broke my spine... but it was a liiiiiiitttle fracture, nothing big, i can walk, but it hurts like hell xD i have to take 3 painkillers xD
but i'll be fine sweetherat! Thnk you so much for caring! u sure are a doll!
Lots of kisses my dear! and good luck with everything
Well. everything happens for a reason, or so they say. I hope everything is getting better.
Yeah, i broke my spine... but it was a liiiiiiitttle fracture, nothing big, i can walk, but it hurts like hell xD i have to take 3 painkillers xD
but i'll be fine sweetherat! Thnk you so much for caring!
u sure are a doll!
Lots of kisses my dear!
and good luck with everything
monirose:
Whats the matter? what happened?
Whats the matter? what happened? I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who left me messages. Your kind words have been really encouraging and they are super appreciated. I am trying to keep my chin up and you all are helping a ton.
Thank to :x
Thank to :x
I lost my job today.
I'm going to be deported at the end of January.
I don't think I can hold on much longer...
I'm going to be deported at the end of January.
I don't think I can hold on much longer...
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evangelin:
I have been unemployeed since May. Not easy -look into unemployment compensation asap.And just consider if going home wouldn't be a good idea for a spell. But do get help. The mind is like the devil sometimes, when it is in a negative state it will spin everything to seem hopeless. In order to see the truth in your life, the mind has to be silenced a bit, so that negative can be chased away in kicked in the arse!!! That's when the truth can start to seep back in as opposed to the illusion. Things suck for alot of people right now-that's the truth, most of us have gone through worse, and tomorrow will be bright and sunny....I say that because i've been low enough that not waking up seemed like a perfect option, but I am damn sure glad my faith and desire for happiness and my ego saying fuck that I'm not a victim and life owes me more than this all got me through back then. What's going on now is nothing but an irratating vacation where my funds are low and I'm bored as hell! C'est la vie...and so I say the same to you, but you will need to talk to others who understand and can guide you properly, you may need to look at herbal options to help calm your nerves and well being. Lavender candles and satchels and essential oils. St johns Wort...wearing bright colors and keeping your space with bright colors. Get outside and take in the fresh air, because curled up in bed in fetal....not going to solve anything......mostly, talk. You have to want to get through this.
Your in my prayer and thoughts.....
Your in my prayer and thoughts.....
libra:
talk to me hun.....
xxxx
xxxx
Apparently my last post was July 20th. To be perfectly honest I really didn't know it had been that long, however, enough with the xcuses and on with the 'Jericho Quarterly'
How are you all?
I'm not doing so great. Things at work are tough. It is coming up to crunch time and I'm just not doing a very good job. I hate pressure and...
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How are you all?
I'm not doing so great. Things at work are tough. It is coming up to crunch time and I'm just not doing a very good job. I hate pressure and...
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libra:
im sorry your job's not going to well at the mo. i hope it gets better soon hun.
i hope your personal life is way more fun!!
looking forward to seeing you at xmas for that big hug you have promised for me.
XXXXXX
i hope your personal life is way more fun!!
looking forward to seeing you at xmas for that big hug you have promised for me.
XXXXXX
evangelin:
Are you working out, or do you do meditation or Yoga or things of the sort? sOME PEOPLE need TO PHYSICALLY assert themselves in order to gain clarity and balance and deal with the daily stresses of life. I am one that has to have the meditative and stretching, does my body good and is wonders for my mind-Note to myelf!!!
Also make sure that there isn't something physical going on with you. Here is a true story and this is why I say this: this is almost two years ago that it began:
Roomate was dating cute medical guy
I got sinus infection
he gave me antibiotics so I wouldn't have to waste time w/doctor
I got yeast infection from them
I thought yeast infection was gone
started seeing a boy
had sex a few times 
several months later tried to figure out why always exhausted
several months of trying to concentrate on work
several months of feeling incapable of accomplishing anything
Mini breakdown at work a week after I fought like hell not to pass out in a business meeting
Went straight to therapist
sent me straight to doctor to rule out physical affects on my emotional well being
Kidney infection for 6months-that's what I had
Back to therapist who then decided I did not need to see her but had to set boundaries in my life and start putting myself first.
if your therapist didn't suggest it, get a full check up and rule out the physical. Plus you'll breathe alittle easier.
We all go through stuff, it's the process of life as long as we can sit back and understand the why's. I send you kisses casue I know life is sucking right now.
Also make sure that there isn't something physical going on with you. Here is a true story and this is why I say this: this is almost two years ago that it began:
Roomate was dating cute medical guy
I got sinus infection
he gave me antibiotics so I wouldn't have to waste time w/doctor
I got yeast infection from them
I thought yeast infection was gone
started seeing a boy
had sex a few times
several months later tried to figure out why always exhausted
several months of trying to concentrate on work
several months of feeling incapable of accomplishing anything
Mini breakdown at work a week after I fought like hell not to pass out in a business meeting
Went straight to therapist
sent me straight to doctor to rule out physical affects on my emotional well being
Kidney infection for 6months-that's what I had
Back to therapist who then decided I did not need to see her but had to set boundaries in my life and start putting myself first.
if your therapist didn't suggest it, get a full check up and rule out the physical. Plus you'll breathe alittle easier.
We all go through stuff, it's the process of life as long as we can sit back and understand the why's.
I send you kisses casue I know life is sucking right now.Hey Everyone!
Wow, two posts in almost a week eh? Arn't you guys lucky
To be honest I have been trying to get back into the SG thing because there are a lot of people on here for whom I have a lot of time for. I have some other thoughts on SG, which I'll post later.
A quick 'Belated Happy Birthday' to Snarky and...
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Wow, two posts in almost a week eh? Arn't you guys lucky
To be honest I have been trying to get back into the SG thing because there are a lot of people on here for whom I have a lot of time for. I have some other thoughts on SG, which I'll post later.
A quick 'Belated Happy Birthday' to Snarky and...
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monirose:
I've been in hiding for a while...lol....how are things in your world..
persuasion:
Thank you for your comments about my set hun!!!!
Hey Everyone,
I'm trying to come back here and comment and 'blog' as much as I can. I really like SG as a community and it has given me great opportunities to reconnect with old friends and make tons of new ones - especially those as perverted as me
Work is as hard and as stressful as ever. They moved me into a slightly different...
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I'm trying to come back here and comment and 'blog' as much as I can. I really like SG as a community and it has given me great opportunities to reconnect with old friends and make tons of new ones - especially those as perverted as me
Work is as hard and as stressful as ever. They moved me into a slightly different...
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kellymonroe:
mhm! it was! hope yours was good as well.
hope yours was good as well.
kellymonroe:
Well I can assure you, spending all that cash was not a wise thing to do.. but I definately needed new clothing for work! My wardrobe was really beginning to suck!
Nothing too exciting here.. my sister is visiting from my hometown, and thats about it.. we're super different from eachother! haha
Nothing too exciting here.. my sister is visiting from my hometown, and thats about it.. we're super different from eachother! haha
Pssst........new set in PSW