Apparently my last post was July 20th. To be perfectly honest I really didn't know it had been that long, however, enough with the xcuses and on with the 'Jericho Quarterly' 
How are you all?
I'm not doing so great. Things at work are tough. It is coming up to crunch time and I'm just not doing a very good job. I hate pressure and responsibilty. I just can't deal with them so great. I asked my company to change my position as the one I am currently in is causing me to experience some severe depression. They originally said yes but then said no. To top it all off, I lost my office too. I would quit but if I did I would have to leave Canada as part of my visa conditions is that I stay at the same company. I started seeing a therapist. It isn't helping so far, but I guess I should give it time.
Enough of my whining - what is new with everyone?
How are you all?
I'm not doing so great. Things at work are tough. It is coming up to crunch time and I'm just not doing a very good job. I hate pressure and responsibilty. I just can't deal with them so great. I asked my company to change my position as the one I am currently in is causing me to experience some severe depression. They originally said yes but then said no. To top it all off, I lost my office too. I would quit but if I did I would have to leave Canada as part of my visa conditions is that I stay at the same company. I started seeing a therapist. It isn't helping so far, but I guess I should give it time.
Enough of my whining - what is new with everyone?
i hope your personal life is way more fun!!
looking forward to seeing you at xmas for that big hug you have promised for me.
XXXXXX
Also make sure that there isn't something physical going on with you. Here is a true story and this is why I say this: this is almost two years ago that it began:
Roomate was dating cute medical guy
I got sinus infection
he gave me antibiotics so I wouldn't have to waste time w/doctor
I got yeast infection from them
I thought yeast infection was gone
started seeing a boy
had sex a few times
several months later tried to figure out why always exhausted
several months of trying to concentrate on work
several months of feeling incapable of accomplishing anything
Mini breakdown at work a week after I fought like hell not to pass out in a business meeting
Went straight to therapist
sent me straight to doctor to rule out physical affects on my emotional well being
Kidney infection for 6months-that's what I had
Back to therapist who then decided I did not need to see her but had to set boundaries in my life and start putting myself first.
if your therapist didn't suggest it, get a full check up and rule out the physical. Plus you'll breathe alittle easier.
We all go through stuff, it's the process of life as long as we can sit back and understand the why's.