jerawyn

Copied this from DCLXVI and thought i'd do some revealing as well....not that it's that interesting mind you, but hey--i'd like to see your answers too. -'cause i'm nosey like that.
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- Straight/gay/bi? ...yes but not at the same time
- Single? ...no, but i act like i am
- Want to be? ...no, i pretty much have free reign as it is
- Your birth date:...3-9-69
- Your age: ....emotionally--55
- Age you act: ....25-80
- Age you wish you were: ...I'm good here
- Your height: .....5'7"
- The color of your eyes: Brown with a dark blue outer ring --look close
- Happy with them? ....mais oui.
- The color of your hair: ....dark brown
- Happy with it? ....almost always
- Left/right/ambidextrous? .....rightie
- Your living arrangement? ....traditional
- Your family: ....are super cool fun people who don't take themselves seriously
- Have any pets? ....4 dogs, 1 cat
- What's your job: ...property valuation
- Piercings? ...a few
- Tattoos? ....one, and one on the way
- Addictions? ....maybe compulsions?
- Do you speak another language? ....some french. Enough italian, spanish, russian and japanese to order beer and find a bathroom
- Have a favorite quote? ..."Great oaks from little acorns grow" & "Life is unfair, but sometimes, it's unfair in your favor"
- Do you have a webpage?...http://public.fotki.com/CoolCharmGirl/

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- Do you live in the moment? ...yeah, and then the next, and the next, and so on. But i plan my entire year out in January.
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? ...yes
- Do you have any secrets? ...Ha! that's not gonna work!
- Do you hate yourself? ....No
- Do you like your handwriting? ...It's my own secret code
- Do you have any bad habits? ...i have a backseat driver's license and i wanna help you drive.
- What is the compliment you get most from people? ...you have it together
- If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? ... Darvon Forklift & Bull Helmet's Big Vacation
- What's your biggest fear? ...that i have no soul
- Can you sing? ...yeah--for dogs and drunkards and myself
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? ...that's too hard
- Are you a loner? ...mostly in Winter
- What are your no. 1 priorities in life? ...overcoming bullshit, being comfortable; working smarter, not harder
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you? ...i always wanted a friend like me
- Are you a daredevil? ...only in my imagination. In real life i just do idiotic shit.
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? ...i'm removed sometimes --oh, and i'm a world class procrastinator and i fidgit.
- Are you passive or aggressive? ...borderline aggressive, but never aggressively passive.
- Have you got a journal? ....SG & home
- What is your greatest strength and weakness? ....i'm okay with hearing "no" and i'm not okay with hearing "no".
- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? ...i gotta take the good with the not so good...it builds character.
- There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one...Love, it's groovy.
- How do you vent? ...with an interior monologue...or directly to the offender whichever is more accessible.
- Do you think you are emotionally strong? ...i'm too emotional
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? ....well, it's not over yet, right?
- Do you think life has been good so far? ...yup
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? ...that if it isn't going to matter in a year, it doesn't matter now.
- What do you like the most about your body? ...the flexability
- And least? ....the bad ankle
- Do you think you are good looking? ...i got 1 person convinced (hubby Jim).
- Are you confident? ... yes
- What is the fictional character you're most like? ....Mad March Hare
- Do people know how you feel? ...when i tell them or if they ask
- Are you perceived wrongly? ...is crazy necessarily wrong...i don't disagree

DO YOU...
- Smoke? ....*cough* what are you getting at?
- Do drugs? ....*cough cough* huh?
- Read the newspaper? ...sometimes
- Pray? ...singing's like praying
- Go to church? ...nature's like church
- Talk to strangers who IM you? ...on occaision
- Sleep with stuffed animals? ...no, but many pillows
- Take walks in the rain? ....yes
- Talk to people even though you hate them? ...always, but i won't eat with them
- Drive? ...average 4000 miles a month
- Like to drive fast? ....nah--

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
- Liked your voice? ....Yes
- Hurt yourself? ...like exercise? cause that hurts.
- Been out of the country? ...born out of country
- Eaten something that made other people sick? ...just last Friday in fact
- Had sex? ...um, yeah.
- Been unfaithful? ...i have unused coupons
- Been in love? ...the good, the bad and the ugly
- Done drugs? ...how many times do you have to ask?
- Gone skinny dipping? ...yes
- Had a medical emergency? ...just once
- Had a surgery? ....yes
- Ran away from home? ....no
- Played strip poker? ....no
- Gotten beaten up? ....no
- Beaten someone up? ...only verbally
- Been picked on? ....yes
- Been on stage? .....Yes
- Slept outdoors? ....camping is fun
- Thought about suicide? ...in the past
- Pulled an all-nighter? ...yes
- Gone one day without food? ....once a week
- Talked on the phone all night? ....yes
- Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first...Yes
- Slept all day? ...i call that Sunday
- Made out with a stranger? ...no
- Had sex with a stranger? ...no
- Thought you're going crazy? ...yes
- Kissed the same sex? ...yes
- Been betrayed? ...i thought so
- Broken the law? ...yes..caught, no
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident? ...no
- On purpose? ...ants and bugs don't count
- Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? ...no
- Stolen anything? ...as a kid
- Been on radio/TV? ....yes
- Been in a mosh-pit? ....no
- Had a nervous breakdown? ...yes
- Considered religious vocation? ...yes, but who would have me

CLOTHES and other fashion
- Current shoe brand? ....sketchers
- Cologne/perfume? ....Chanel No. 19
- Wear hats? ...yes
- Judge other people by their clothing? ...no
- Wear make-up? ...not everyday
- Favorite place to shop? ...fabric store
- Favorite article of clothing? ...long skirts
- Are you trendy? ...too big to be trendy
- Would you rather wear a uniform to school? ...Yes

FRIENDS
- Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? ....yes
- Who is your best friend? ...Jim
- Who's the one person that knows most about you? ...Jim
- What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? ..."stop being an ass"
- Thing you're picked on most about? ...being forgetful, having to keep a calendar book


LOVE
- Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? ....no
- Do you remember your first love? ....married him (15 years later)
- Still love him/her? ...yes
- Do you consider love a mistake? ...only until it find you again
- What do you find romantic? ...holding hands
- Turn-on? ....men in suits with glasses
- Turn-off? ....smarmie-ness
- First kiss? ...followed immediately by washing my mouth out with soap (i was 6)
- If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? ...flattered
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? ...yes
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? ...i don't ask.
- What is best about the opposite sex? ...They spank and growl
- What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? ...
- Do you read porn? ...since when did porn have anything worth reading? seriously? i'm there for the pictures.
- Read the articles? ....only in Playboy
- Just the pics? ....yes, yes...visual smut-good, words not important
- What's the last present someone gave you? ...their time
- Are you in love? ...occaisionally
- What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? smile
- What do you dislike most? ...people who don't try


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- You wanted to kill? ...no one
- That you laughed at? ...my brother
- That laughed at you? ...my brother
- That turned you on? ...not telling
- You went shopping with? ...Jim
- That broke your heart? ....the engligh teacher
- To disappoint you? ....myself
- To ask you out? ....DCLXVI
- To make you cry? ....myself
- To brighten up your day? ....Jim
- That you thought about? ...some guy
- You talked to on the phone? ....Jim
- You kissed?...Jim
- You talked to through IM/ICQ? ....Jeff
- You saw? ....Jim (he lives here)
- You lost? ....the engligh teacher
- You went head over heels for? ...that same guy
- You wanted to be? ....me at 17
- You told to fuck off? ....no one for a long time
- You trusted? ...Hmm? just about everyone
- You turned down? ...??

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
- Smiled? ....a few minutes ago
- Laughed? ...all the time
- Cried? ....Friday
- Danced? ....a few days ago
- Were sarcastic? ....hardly ever
- Kissed someone? ....an hour ago
- Talked to an ex? ...never
- Had a nightmare? ...a month or two ago
- Talked on the phone? ...way to much
- Listened to the radio? .......Every day
- Watched TV? ....it's my babysitter
- Went out? ....every day i'd hope
- Were mean? ....and they deserved it? last week
- Sang? ...daily
- Saw a movie? ...November?
- Said "I love you"? ....Daily
- Missed someone? ...all the time
- Fought with a family member? ...rarely
- Had a serious conversation? ....only with myself
- Smoked weed? ...indeed
- Got drunk? .... SG burlesque night (LA)
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