i did a lot of reading on borderline personality disorder and it turns out that all this weird shit that i feel all the time are symptoms of that. the fear of being by myself, the inconsistence in moods, the uncontrollable anger, paranoia, poor social adaptation, etc. are all classic symptoms. i feel like i finally know what's wrong with me. sigh. now i just need to figure out how to fix it (college kids can't afford therapy, dontcha know). 
    
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Dealing with things such as depression or bpd will be very very hard for you and there is never one easy fix.
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