decent day today i suppose.. talked to derrick quite a bit.. i dunno.. i still get confused sometimes when i think about me and derrick. like.. is it really possible to have a boyfriend who lives on the other side of the country, who you most likely won't ever meet? is it practical? i don't know. people tell me as long as i'm happy they don't care what i do, but i don't know if this is realy making me happy.. i keep thinking that i want a normal boyfriend. sometimes i'm ashamed to tell my friends that i have a boyfriend because what kinda girl hasn't ever met her bf? I dunno.. just confused I guess. If anyone's gone through this before.. I'd appreciate any advice.
madhatter32481:
Hey its cool, you found someone you care about and seems to care about you. But you are right, it isnt practical to call someone your boyfriend, you have never met and the chances of you meeting are rather slim. Not to rain on your parade hun but I think you should look for someone near you. I am not saying stop talking to this guy but definitly keep yout options is all. And I persoanlly would not tell my friends about him but thats just me.
aj_paradiselost:
My advice is to listen to madhatter, sounds sound as it sounds.