I've kinda been all up n down and all over the place lately, and for that I apologize. I'm feeling somewhat at peace tonight though, took a bath for about an hour, read some post-structuralist theory, and my course-work is just about completed. One month longer and I will be leaving for North Carolina for a week! I had some really good sex this weekend too, so maybe that is contributing to my good mood. She made me feel more beautiful than she ever has... than pretty much anyone ever has. I'm pretty much just calm right now, and trying not to feel bad about any flipping out I may have done in the past week. Sometimes ya just gotta flip out, and I'm sorry if I took that out on the wrong people. You all know I'm ruled by my emotions, that's simply who I am and I'd rather learn to love me for who I am than try and change so I can love myself. I'm stubborn and I'd honestly prefer to believe that ppl can just take me as I am, love me for me and not want me to change.
Goodnight all, hope your week started out with the sun shining.
Goodnight all, hope your week started out with the sun shining.
Yeah, people can take you as you are but you have to also be mindful of the people who are taking time to speak to you as well. You have to think about what they are feeling, what they are going through, what is going on with them as well as what is going on with you. To share too much of you is only selfishness and nothing more.
Fucking right it is good to have people who listen, I have found that out in the past month and a half, but you can't EVER make that a habit......L8er....Aj