Well.. I had a bit of a stressful day today. I got about 3 and a half hours of sleep last night, was up all night working on school shit. Lesson plan, etc. I woke up early to finish it this morning, but at least I had some pleasant online company to keep me awake.
School went fine. My lesson went well. I fudged my...
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Well... I was gonna try and make my new pic all cool looking.. but I got bored with it, so for now I'm distorted, lol. I''ll get back to photoshopping later and see what I can come up with.
Sooooo glad that I don't have any classes tomorrow. I have a fucking migraine from today, so I'm gonna go watch Madagascar cause I've heard its...
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Sooooo glad that I don't have any classes tomorrow. I have a fucking migraine from today, so I'm gonna go watch Madagascar cause I've heard its...
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aj_paradiselost:
Fucking yeah, you'd be getting so nailed, ha ha. Christ you are a fucking babe....L8er...AJ
aj_paradiselost:
I love those new pics, you are just so wicked fucking Yummmmm. L8er....AJ
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aj_paradiselost:
When she bent over, rover took over, now she's got a bone of her own...Andrew Dice Clay......
The quiet child awaits the day when she can break free, the mold that clings like desperation...Mother can't you see I"ve got, to live my life the way I feel is right for me, might not be right for you but it's right for meee.....Sarah Mclaughlin.....Fumbling Towards Ecstacy.
The quiet child awaits the day when she can break free, the mold that clings like desperation...Mother can't you see I"ve got, to live my life the way I feel is right for me, might not be right for you but it's right for meee.....Sarah Mclaughlin.....Fumbling Towards Ecstacy.
I have homework to do right now.. so I don't have time for much of an update. I got bored this afternoon and I liked the shirt I was wearing.. so there's a few new pics in the Random Pics of Me section. Check em out.. lemme know what you think.
I'm just... down. I'm not trying to complain, or ask for sympathy or fake friendship or anything like that. Just stating what I am, and I dont' know how to stop it. I know.. don't do the self pity bit, don't dwell, externalize, keep yourself busy, listen to music, write, draw, read, set goals and stick to them, don't let it interfere with school or...
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gamma:
Do you see a therapist at all? I was on meds for a long, long time and amazingly was able to get off of them and am really happy. It was a long road though so I know what you're going through. I know that's probably not any consolation since you are feeling so terrible ... if you ever need to talk to someone who has been there drop me a line.
aj_paradiselost:
Crissy Crissy Crissy, Crissy Crissy Crissy. Yer all whipped and everything, ha ha ha. Let me know how fucked up you got..little freak.....L8er.........AJ
Well.. not much news here. The industrial is doing just fine. Already I forget that I have it, cept occasionally when I'm trying to fall asleep and I lay on it wrong. Called off work Monday to spend it with my girl. We went shopping and I got some totally awesome deals on some stuff. Maybe I'll take some pics 
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aj_paradiselost:
WTF? Hurt is NOT a johnny cash song wierdo. Its NIN. LOL, you need to get out more. Dump your friends and meet some Metal heads. Or at least Goths, though I don't recommend meeting Goths. LOL, you need to relax, you are killing your bod beautiful. " Natural Born Killers? Good choice, great fucking movie. Anyway babe I'm sure I'll hear from ya soon........L8er......Aj
aj_paradiselost:
My Industrial is doing fine, blah blah blah, I hardly know is there.... Fuck YOU. Get a real Vertical Industrial you rubbing it in little Alchoholic. Fuck that Bypass shit, buy a Firebird, it is alot less painless than Gastric shit. So did you get fucked up in Canada the other night or what? Did you have hot Lesbian sex? If so I want details, ha ha ha. Anyway babe, I"ll talk to ya L8er....Ps..Fuck you and your industrial, so there....Luv ya....AJ
ok... so last night i was uber depressed. i was doing stupid shit and contemplating doing more.
i got a bit better today though. woke up and worked on my computer science work.. and actually understood parts of it. then i went tanning with amy and caitlin and then i stopped by my good ole' piercing salon and got me a new hole in my...
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i got a bit better today though. woke up and worked on my computer science work.. and actually understood parts of it. then i went tanning with amy and caitlin and then i stopped by my good ole' piercing salon and got me a new hole in my...
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aj_paradiselost:
Sleeping at your girls? Did your cell phone beep and beep and beep, ha ha ha. I'm such a fucker. Seeing Chrissy, seeing Chrissy, seeing Chrissy. LOL, A little pussy whipped Santa's Helper. Ha ha, doesn't make ya bad babe. I'll talk to ya L8er.........AJ
Didn't do much for New Years, but I'm fine with that. Crissy came over, along with my cousin Linz and sister. I was bartender.. and sorry but I don't specialize in making things taste good... I specialize in getting people drunk. And that is what I did. haha. The rents bought whatever liqour I wanted so it worked out. I was a pussy and just...
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A new Quinne set makes Jenny a very happy girl!!
which is good.. cause I forgot how to be happy the past few days.
which is good.. cause I forgot how to be happy the past few days.
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aj_paradiselost:
I so fucking dig that pic babe, you are so fucking hot. I would so fucking dig for you to be able to visit Lancaster. I miss ya. Gimme a call tomorrow, I'll be off all day unless I'm sleeping........L8er........AJ
gamma:
Cute hair! Did you just get it done? Hope your holidays were special!
Well.. my Christmas went very well. Went to my dad's mom's house on Christmas eve. Got drunk and played poker. I made it into the final three at the table, so I couldn't have been that drunk. I just had Bailey's on the rocks all day/night with a few glasses of some ice/dessert wine. I dunno what it really was. All I know is that...
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Well... I've been avoiding sending my laptop in for repair.. but I'm not sure how much longer I can put it off. lol. I can' t stand to sleep without my computer right by my bed. haha. Always that chance of a midnight chat with someone I love. Anyways.... I still have to put the finishing touches on my mom's scarf and then wrap up...
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aj_paradiselost:
So can I go with ya next time you go to see Grandma? I'll get trashed with her, if she doesn't have a heart attack seeing this wolf fuck........LOL Anyway, good, now that you have cash go get a fucking web cam and mic so that I don't have to type so goddamn much Arggggggggggg. You need to set aside your alcoholism and buy the things in life that matter babeeeeeeeeeeee. Ha ha ha.......YOu know who loves ya.............L8er.........AJ
aj_paradiselost:
I just checked my Yahoo mail, wow, fucking loved it, really fucking loved it. It was cool and moved my wolf heart..........L8er.....AJ
Work went fine today. Looking forward to getting paid next week to not work. lol. Love Lily Dale. Scarves are getting done slowly but surely. Still have to finish mom's and Jackie's. I like being crafty though, its good for me sometimes. Lots of alone time lately. Crissy works alot now and is stayin in Buffalo at school alone. Parents are shopping or working all...
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gamma:
Hmm...well it depends on what you want. If it was something I was willing to work for in order to make sure I got it then I would definitely go for it. You sound down again... cheer up! The hell of Christmas will soon be over with! 
aj_paradiselost:
Hey HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!! I loved that pic!!! I'm off from work again tonight so I've had to sleep all day just so I could stay up all night. All of our Christmas Catelogs are run so That is why there hasn't been any fucking work for me lately. I'm sorry I didn't talk to you yesterday but I had five hours of BattleStar Galactica to catch up on so I could erase them off My DVR. I think Santa bought me a new GUITAR that I asked for. I swear I'm going to have more fucking guitars then I will furniture soon.
So anyway, I think I'm going to enjoy your pic, ummmm, I mean, time off. Drooling baby, L8er beautiful.........Aj
So anyway, I think I'm going to enjoy your pic, ummmm, I mean, time off. Drooling baby, L8er beautiful.........Aj
I think you should post a set soon...you'll feel super sexy once you get all the comments back!