jennynicole

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Gimme a break Jenny. This is a Democracy and in a Democracy the Majority will always rule. Be proud of the rights you have and are protected by.......L8er...AJ

Jenny you really need to calm down. You try to figure things out too often in life. You don't have control, you will NEVER have control and you need to accept that. Lovers will hurt us, people WILL get mad at us, every paper we right will not be an A paper. You are a smart girl but everything will not always be under your control. Stop dwelling so much about everything or you will be depressed.
It isn't drugs for depression that you need. You need to take a bad grade sometimes because you didn't feel like studying, you need to yell not talk, YELL at Chrissie when she fucking pisses you off, not worrying how she might be mad at you afterwords, besides, why should you hold your anger inward so that she doesn't have to feel anything?
You have to be careful Jenny. Girls like you often end up in abusive relationships, being verbal or physically attacked because they blame themselves when confronted with bullshit. The other day you couldn't even tolerate me being mad at you. Its normal, its natural. You need to breathe and calm down....L8er....AJ

LOL, yeah you little freak, I got yer shit to swallow, ha ha ha. Nope, don't know the band but the lyrics are all emotional. They just don't seem very powerful and actually seem like a doorway to make people feel worse than they might already feel.
Here are some lyrics for you

Minutes seem like days
Since fires ruled the skies
The rich became the beggars
And fools became the wise
Memories linger in my brain
Burning from the Acid rain
A pain I'd never have won

Shades of Death are all I see, skeletons of society

There how is that? Not much room for feeling down eh? That is fucking Slayer babeeee, and why the fuck am I awake already? Fuck it, L8er babe..........AJ

Hmmm, how would I describe ya? Something like this JENNIFER!!!!
1. Very kind
2. Fucking beautiful
3. Yummy Rack, grrrrrr ha ha
4. Always willing to listen
5. Adventurous
6. A great distraction from the bullshit of every day life
7. Unselfish
8. A beautiful smile that could melt an iceberg the size of China.
9. Unreasonably Sad
10. Fun to hear laugh
11. Physical, yumm
12. Way too seductive, almost to the point where its torture some nights, a secret I shouldn't share...lol.

Point is that I never fucking new what I really wanted in a girl until I met Jennifer, now I know. Sometimes it causes an ache because I know there are none here that are anything like her. Luv ya Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer, Jennifer........L8er...AJ

What do you mean your mom cleaned your bedroom for Valentines Day. She probably cleans your bedroom all the time. I hope she didn't find your 13 inch black Dildo, ha ha. L8er babe...AJ

Ha ha ha. You can't be serious, you dealing with Bronx kids? LOL, sounds like an NBC comedy that would eventually turn into the shield after the first semester. I'm just fucking with you babe, I have the utmost faith in you, but yer gonna have to speak alot louder to Bronx kids, over the Ipods and the cell phones.
Fuck New York City. Teeeech Me howe to spel so me kan bee a Kontributing menber of sossity. L8er baby......AJ

PS.. I posted pics of me from the wedding I was in this summer, and some older pics I found in my random pics file.. check em out and lemme know what ya think. lol. I look totally different all the time, what is up with that?

Sorry I didn't answer the phone yesterday. I had a vacation day and slept most of the time.
Jealous my ass, NIN sucks balls, ha ha. YOu should be more jealous that I WON"T be there, although lipstick Lesbians are cool, ha ha ha............L8er.........AJ

Sweetheart, I'm 28 and I go through that whole I-want-the-traditional-American-life/I-want-to-be-irresponsible-and-slutty thing. I don't think it ever goes away. I just live day to day and do whatever I feel like...who cares if you want to crochet one day and party it up the next. And who cares what other people think! I have never been drunk a day in my life and never experimented with drugs either .. so what if that makes me "uncool" to certain people. You'll get to that point even though it feels like you are out of control.
Keep the faith

I'm convinced that we don't ever really know what we want...we just go along trying different things until we find something that fits and stick with it until something that's a better fit comes along.

But I have learned that you shouldn't wait around for someone to make you their #1 ... be your own #1 instead.

Good choice of song lyrics baby, obviously KITTIE. So which one of us are any fuckers actual number one. Christ doll, you, Chissy, the world. Don't you get it? Its all about selfishness. Feeding the longing of the self and then onward to achieve another form of fucking happiness. I'll call you in a few...L8er...AJ