So I sign in joyfully to SG, after having just decked out my myspace all Christmas-y and alas.. they have gone and changed things up and I like my things a certain way.. I don't like when ppl rearrange my things. Wasn't the retaliation last time enough for them to realize there's no reason for change? Oh well.. for any of you with myspace, check...
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Well... the 2 year anniversary was yesterday. It's hard to believe its already been two years! It was quiite lovely. We went to our favorite small Italian restaurant and ate wayyy too much, then we went to Starbucks to sit and drink a lovely and soothing warm drink and then on to see Stranger than Fiction, which is an INCREDIBLY WONDERFUL movie. I came home...
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avidity:
awe well i hope you have fun sweetie!!! and you best be taking some pics in those new panties. MMMUAH 
So... I have this paper due tomorrow for my Queer Studies in Literature class... and I simply don't feel like writing it. So I keep avoiding it. I just need to get it done and then redo a lesson plan to email to a teacher and then work for this week is done. Tomorrow is the two year anniversary with my gf. We're going out...
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vegasdaddy:
It's been years since I have had to write any papers.
What do you think of my Basic Instincts ?
What do you think of my Basic Instincts ?
gamma:
4am? Damn girl...I can't even make it past 10 pm these days 
I'm past the halfway mark on my thesis...only 19 pages to go...WOOT!!
I'm past the halfway mark on my thesis...only 19 pages to go...WOOT!! I regained some sanity. I'm going to bed at 1am, which is a record for the past few weeks. Tomorrow is supposed to be warm out. Maybe I'll get up early and dress cute for work. Thank you all for the support. Just three more weeks and then I'll be perfectly fine. The semester is almost done.
love you all
love you all
This song just won't leave my head today....
How Soon is Now?
I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am human and i need to be loved
Just like everybody else...
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How Soon is Now?
I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am human and i need to be loved
Just like everybody else...
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vegasdaddy:
Let me know when you are coming.
avidity:
i love that song. LOVE it. girly you are going to be alright. yes your heart and your head my not agree at the moment, but it will all work out. just focus on the good times you are getting from both situations. i know that it's shitty, and i'm here whenever you need an ear. you are lovely and awesome. remember that. mmmmmuah!!!!
Beethoven's Ave Maria is most possibly the most relaxing song on the planet. One of my friends sent it to me last night as I was freaking out. It's helping me be a bit more sane. That and I took the day off work. I'm sitting in my bed with no one else home (thank god for a quiet house) writing a paper and planning...
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gamma:
I love Sylvia although she is a tad bit depressing. I hope that lesson went well! I've never made a lesson plan (as you don't have to actually do any student teaching over here to get a job teaching...ridiculous as it sounds) so I'm sure I'll be coming to with questions. I've never actually contemplated drinking alcohol as I do homework but I think that might totally relax me into actually completing the task (because, you know, I only have half of my thesis done and it's do in entirety on Dec.15...I'm such a slacker ).
).Not a whole lot going on here besides me stressing of course. School has like double the workload lately because I'm teaching this 4 day unit to the 8th graders whom I"ll be student teaching next semester. SO I get up in the morning and teach, then go to work then go to class then go home (hopefully by about 7pm..8:30 on wednesdays) to eat...
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gayballs:
Holy shit!!
Take it easy, WOMAN
Take it easy, WOMAN
Today's agenda=
her hair appt.
my nail appt.
driving out to her hockey game
dinner with her mom, step-dad and step-nieces
lil shopping
back to my place
She didn't get here until almost 3am last night. I passed out waiting. I'm still tired though. Today will require MUCH coffee!
her hair appt.
my nail appt.
driving out to her hockey game
dinner with her mom, step-dad and step-nieces
lil shopping
back to my place
She didn't get here until almost 3am last night. I passed out waiting. I'm still tired though. Today will require MUCH coffee!
avidity:
well at least she did show up. you probably got some snuggling in. have a good sunday hon!
Well, I'm off to work for the day. It snowed yesterday/last night. This makes me HATE Western New York. My parents are actually excited about the snow this year because they just purchased two snowmobiles. WooHoo.. fun for them. My parents are so very odd... they were quite young when they had my sister and I, so now that I'm the only one left in...
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gayballs:
No Doubt? I saw Save Ferris cover that song once at the Warped Tour. I think we have our shitty female fronted ska bands mixed up
gamma:
It was snowing in the Berkshires today and I have to say that I, too, was a little excited about it even though I truly hate driving in it. It's nice that your parents are enjoying themselves as they get older. I hope I feel like they do when I'm their age because god knows I feel like I'm about 70 now (and I'm crabby and curmudgeonly like a 70 year old too!) Anyhoo, hope you're feeling better!
(and I'm crabby and curmudgeonly like a 70 year old too!) Anyhoo, hope you're feeling better! I'm home safe and sound. Kinda complacent. Really tired. I'll post more later.
I can't deal with the possibility of change right now and yet change is attacking me from all directions. Change in school (after graduation in May), change in location (i think i want to move), do I go to grad school or get a job, change in health habits (this NEEDS to be done and I don't think I can commit), change in relationship status....
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avidity:
i'm glad i'm not the only one who feels that way too. i think that is why we all get along so well. change sucks. i'm right there with you sweetie. if you need anything, don't hesitate. i love your quote....
I am myself. That is not enough.
gamma:
Honey, you need to take care of your health first and foremost. If you are ailing you aren't going to be able to do any of the other things you have to do (and plus, I know what you're going through...I'm going into gyno-horror land myself). And why do you feel that you aren't going to be able to maintain your control-freak status with all of these things going on? Just by making a decision you are maintaining control. It's when you just sit there and do nothing that you are leaving yourself up to chance.
Keep the faith, hun
Keep the faith, hun
I've been majorly neglecting my poor little blog here. For those with myspace.. I keep up on that one a bit more. And I'm usually good about adding new friends, definitley would add anyone that messages me that they found me on SG!! 
Anyways.. I've been totally confused about life lately. Although I guess it seems I always am. I always run to blogs when...
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gamma:
Dare I ask what the root of the depression and loneliness is, or do I already know the answer to that question? I think you need to make a drastic change in your life and worry later about what everyone is going to think. Fuck 'em all I say!
In other news, I'm going to send you a friend request right now for Myspace...even though I'm a Myspace loser and only have about 6 friends I figure since I PAY for this I should be more attentive to this site...plus there are way cooler people here
In other news, I'm going to send you a friend request right now for Myspace...even though I'm a Myspace loser and only have about 6 friends
I figure since I PAY for this I should be more attentive to this site...plus there are way cooler people here
gayballs:
I live in guiltworld. It's a rough planet.
well i hope that you come back soon.
i don't know...i kind of like the layout...if it worked.