jennybadass

Ok so a real update and not a lame three sentence one . Im really bummed out today and I cant figure out why . Jesse seemed upset and weird tonight and me being the paranoid spaz am is thinking the worst . I hate not knowing whats going on and being an emotional idiot . I really really like this guy and its so freaking me out ! I dont know what to do .... Im not sure how he feels .. I mean I think he is on the level ... ( I love jive talking ) but Im not sure .. I think he got upset with me at dinner tonight .. He said he was hungry and I went out to eat with him and his friends .. I was not hungry so I just got a coke .. Then he wouldnt eat .. Agggghhhhh .. I find a guy I like he leaves .. Everytime ... The ones I dont like stay around forever ! We've stayed together like every night since we got together and tonight Nope .. Im sitting around home by myself on a damn Friday night freaking myself out .. ( Im not mad at him or anything Im just really worried ) Boy maybe Im made of lame .
In other news I got my septum peirced today .. At a 10 ! I am sooo hardcore . Anyway nighty night . Love you guys and sleep tight .