I think the toughest thing about anxiety in my case is the angry sadness I fall into right after. I spent a significant amount of time putting myself together and whenever I get a glimps of a past I don't ever want to see or hear about I lose myself there. That's what scary, is looking back and seeing and reminding myself of the worst time/moments of my life. I'm so tierd and I've long since haven't been this sad or heartbroken for no reason. Waking up anxious and tierd just, isn't okay.
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*hugs*