oh! that's cool. i have a new posting picture. i didn't' really like my original one, so this is nifty 
my exam yesterday went pretty well. i think i did well. i hope i did, i really do need a good grade in the class. but yeah, i feel pretty confident that i did decently. and now that the exam is over, i can get back to sg stuff. so yay!! i'll go back and reply to people's comments soon, and i'll start commenting on journals again. and i just wanna apologize to anyone i didn't respond to on aim, but yo, i was studying like woah for that exam. lol
i had a really weird dream two nights ago... i went through dream moods and found the meanings of the stuff i can remember from my dream... it's quite interesting, really.
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abandonment: to dream that you are abandoned, suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your own growth. let go of your old attitudes. a more direct and literal interpretation of this dream is that you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. lo you feel that people are neglecting your feelings?
dreaming that you are abandoned, may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. the fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream and is part of the healing process of dealing with losing a loved one. it may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood.
betrayal: to dream that you have been betrayed, represents your suspicions about a particular person, relationship or situation. this dream often occurs when you are having feelings of insecurity and are faced with major commitments in your life at the same time.
candy: to see or eat candy in your dream, symbolizes the joys and special treats in life. it also represents indulgence, sensuality and/or forbidden pleasure.
cry: to dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. in our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. but in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.
to dream that no one hears or responds to your cries, represents your helplessness and difficulties and frustrations in trying to communicate with others. you feel that your words are falling on deaf ears. perhaps your dream is telling you to be more vocal and work harder to get your point across.
rape: to dream that you have been raped, suggests a sadistic expression of sexual desire. you may be expressing an unconscious desire to be violated, conquered, or forced into forbidden territory. some women have a desire to be sexually overpowered, but not hurt. it also indicates vengeful feelings toward the opposite sex. alternatively, it suggests that you are feeling violated in some way. something or someone is jeopardizing your self-esteem and emotional well-being. you feel that someone or something is being forced upon you. dreams of rape are also common for those who were actually raped in their waking life.
sewer: to see a sewer in your dream, signifies putrid conditions and old relationships. it suggests that something needs to be cleaned up or immediately changed.
train: to dream that you are on a train, is symbolic of your life's journey and suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed for the right direction. alternatively, you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will prove to work out in the end.
wizard: to see a wizard in your dream, suggests that you are trying to hone your skills and exercise your power.
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yeah, it's crazy how accurate that stuff is. i mean, not really, it's not like a horoscope or something, but i mean it's interesting to see how the crap in my life is interpreted by my subconscious into a dream.
i know it's time for a change, and i'm beginning to realize just how big of a change i need. it's stagnant here, and my progress is hindered. it's time for me to start deciding what i want to do, rather than letting other people influence my decisions. these are my choices to make, and now that i'm realizing that, i feel a lot freer. for the past five or six months, i've really been trying to be my own person, to figure out who i am, but i've still been held back, and i know the reasons why, and i'm starting to figure out how to fix them.
reality is a traitor; it's easy
to misjudge things. so with your own two eyes
please decide the worth of this place.
do it with your own standards.
we've arrived in these times.
but somehow things move on
so somehow we're standing here
and we're living through today.
~ ayumi hamasaki, "evolution"
my exam yesterday went pretty well. i think i did well. i hope i did, i really do need a good grade in the class. but yeah, i feel pretty confident that i did decently. and now that the exam is over, i can get back to sg stuff. so yay!! i'll go back and reply to people's comments soon, and i'll start commenting on journals again. and i just wanna apologize to anyone i didn't respond to on aim, but yo, i was studying like woah for that exam. lol
i had a really weird dream two nights ago... i went through dream moods and found the meanings of the stuff i can remember from my dream... it's quite interesting, really.
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abandonment: to dream that you are abandoned, suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your own growth. let go of your old attitudes. a more direct and literal interpretation of this dream is that you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. lo you feel that people are neglecting your feelings?
dreaming that you are abandoned, may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. the fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream and is part of the healing process of dealing with losing a loved one. it may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood.
betrayal: to dream that you have been betrayed, represents your suspicions about a particular person, relationship or situation. this dream often occurs when you are having feelings of insecurity and are faced with major commitments in your life at the same time.
candy: to see or eat candy in your dream, symbolizes the joys and special treats in life. it also represents indulgence, sensuality and/or forbidden pleasure.
cry: to dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. in our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. but in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.
to dream that no one hears or responds to your cries, represents your helplessness and difficulties and frustrations in trying to communicate with others. you feel that your words are falling on deaf ears. perhaps your dream is telling you to be more vocal and work harder to get your point across.
rape: to dream that you have been raped, suggests a sadistic expression of sexual desire. you may be expressing an unconscious desire to be violated, conquered, or forced into forbidden territory. some women have a desire to be sexually overpowered, but not hurt. it also indicates vengeful feelings toward the opposite sex. alternatively, it suggests that you are feeling violated in some way. something or someone is jeopardizing your self-esteem and emotional well-being. you feel that someone or something is being forced upon you. dreams of rape are also common for those who were actually raped in their waking life.
sewer: to see a sewer in your dream, signifies putrid conditions and old relationships. it suggests that something needs to be cleaned up or immediately changed.
train: to dream that you are on a train, is symbolic of your life's journey and suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed for the right direction. alternatively, you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will prove to work out in the end.
wizard: to see a wizard in your dream, suggests that you are trying to hone your skills and exercise your power.
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yeah, it's crazy how accurate that stuff is. i mean, not really, it's not like a horoscope or something, but i mean it's interesting to see how the crap in my life is interpreted by my subconscious into a dream.
i know it's time for a change, and i'm beginning to realize just how big of a change i need. it's stagnant here, and my progress is hindered. it's time for me to start deciding what i want to do, rather than letting other people influence my decisions. these are my choices to make, and now that i'm realizing that, i feel a lot freer. for the past five or six months, i've really been trying to be my own person, to figure out who i am, but i've still been held back, and i know the reasons why, and i'm starting to figure out how to fix them.
reality is a traitor; it's easy
to misjudge things. so with your own two eyes
please decide the worth of this place.
do it with your own standards.
we've arrived in these times.
but somehow things move on
so somehow we're standing here
and we're living through today.
~ ayumi hamasaki, "evolution"
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i like yr new posting pic more also but i did like the last one too with the glasses and all ...