jenigurl23

ok, so i dont wanna sound like debbie depressed all the time, im really not. but fuck! my boy is a retarded idiot 95% of the time. ur probably tired of hearing about this bullshit but u guys seem to be the best listeners ive ever come across. he doesnt think befor he speak, he doenst think half of the time anyway. today he told me that theres no need for me tp "get dolled up" on my day off, or to impress others. no body sees that, according to him, they all see my wheel chair first...
#1 i am a woman. i love getting dolled up, for ME. i think its one of the joys of being a girl, am i right?
#2 i dont care about what other ppl especially ppl i dont know think about my appearance, that has never been an issue to me, so why start now?
#3 FUCK that bullshit analagy (sp) about me being in a chair!!! iu know im beautiful, and i know not everyone doesnt see JUST my chair. sure they might see a pretty girlwho happens to be in a chair. thats fine, its a fact, i cant walk. no big deal right? geez!

maybe one day ill muster up some balls to be alone. maybe were meatn to be, just gotta work through the bullshit. does anyone out there teach a class for boys on how to be men?