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its been a long time i know. ive been doing ok. finally letting ppl know that i am unhappy and demanding change. if it happens... who knows. but its worth a shot. ive learned a lot about me. what i deserve and who deserves me. im not settling for ppl's half ass through life bullshit anymore. i used to think i was afraid to be...
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sorrowsjoy:
Awww I'm sorry you had to go thru so much BS before you decided you were worth so much more--But I'm very happy that you think you are because so many don't and settle thinking that's all they will ever be able to get--So you go girl and find yourself and while your doing it kick some ass! *hugs*Take care and if you would like e-mail me if you need someoneto talk to--My door is always open kiss

Lexi
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hi everyone! i know ive been gone for a whil but i just wanted u to know i wasnt dead... hope all my friends are well. take care! confused
sorrowsjoy:
LOL no not dead just frazzled--How are things with you and your bf?--Hope life is treating you well sweetie and I'm glad to see your still alive lol wink --I'll e-mail soon since your not on here frequently but take care and *hugs* kiss


Lexi
rockbot:
Im rocky, just wanted to say hi and ask if you were really a singer?
(hurrah for Queer as Folk)
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p.s. i think i wanna be a hooters girl... lol! (i just ate dinner there and i think my boobs are better lookibg, bigger and most importantly, REAL) YAY FOR ME BEING A HOOTERS GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whatever
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1aine:
Glad to hear you're sounding chipper again! smile
sorrowsjoy:
YAY!! hehe real hooters are really nice in my book wink
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were doing much better. we discussed our differences and came to a conclusion or something like that. the truth is, i really love him. thats why i never left. i knew all along he feels the same way, but he doesnt know how love or be loved. thats kinda sad. love is rough, let me tell ya! it definately isnt for sissys. hes dufficult, hell...
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ok, so i dont wanna sound like debbie depressed all the time, im really not. but fuck! my boy is a retarded idiot 95% of the time. ur probably tired of hearing about this bullshit but u guys seem to be the best listeners ive ever come across. he doesnt think befor he speak, he doenst think half of the time anyway. today he told...
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1aine:
Boys or men, the person is who he is on the inside. Life may change him, but there are plenty of men out there just as ignorant as the boy next door....and some boys out there much more mature than some men. You've just gotta weigh the good with the bad for how they are presently.

I love your responses...1,2,3. No one, no matter who they are, has the right to undercut you. Regardless of what it may be about. ARRR!!!

Thought I'd send some more smiles your way....
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
sorrowsjoy:
Awww love never worry about SG people ranting about things cuz that's what our journals are for and if someone doesn't like it then they can click themselves to hell lol..And yes you are a woman no matter whether you stand ,sit,twirl on your head,ect..lol--And hell you get dolled up whenever you damn well feel like it--That's so weird cuz most men bitch that a woman lets herself go when they are in a relationship lol--Perhaps you should invest in a cow prod and zap him every time he says something stupid haha--If anything it would be very satisfying wink --Anyways hope your doing well and you keep your chin up kiss --Take care and love ya!!


Lexi
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i might be a bitch just dont say it to my face! i might be too much of a woman for him. his mind, so young so immature, isnt ready to deal with "this". why is it that i know i deserve so much better but cheat myself of it? do i need to get rid of mr. right now so mr. right can enter...
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1aine:
Try to talk to him about how you're feeling & tell him what you need from him. If he's not willing to give it to you, then be true to your feelings & your needs. What ever you decide, at least you'll have taken things into your own hands & may be happier because of it. smile
sorrowsjoy:
Hey sweetie I'm sorry things are so conflicted right now. But go with your gut--You DO deserve the best and if he isn't giving it to you sit his butt down and demand why he isn't doing his part--Don't be afraid to express your feelings luv--and baby has it right--SG is a great place for venting and meeting some pretty cool people--Hell I finally got a pic up on my page and I hate how I look in pictures--I guess what I'm saying is don't be afraid to go after what you want and need!! Take care sweetie and I'll e-mail you soon--Love ya!! biggrin


Lexi
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i am so irritable these past few days! i wanna bite everyone's head off. my roommate is being a bitchy dick, my boyfriend is an unappreciative, insensitive prick, and theres a girl at work whos face i wanna smash in. im totally not in the mood for anyones shit. my boyfriend is currently unemployeed, which makes me the provider. i have no problem with that...
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1aine:
Thank you! I haven't been to the doc yet, but I'm guessing that I'll be due around Christmas.

Hope today has brought you smiles..... smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
koyaanis:
heeep! that is one angry post!

work and no money does that to ya though! going thru something like it myself.

hope it turns around, once the cash starts flowing better i'm sure it will.

best of luck and keep yer chin up! smile
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im bored and broke out of my mind!!! i think im gonna take up a profession in "street walking". im joking... well kinda. lol! plus my boyfriend is being a crabby bitch these days...
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the_incubator:
Hey, my first friend. Cool!

Nick
babygiantsquid:
i'm holding on, thanks. things have been pretty weird lately, but i can't complain in the bigger picture, you know? i'm feelin' you on the broke thing, though - i just found out yesterday that i'm not getting paid for another THREE WEEKS! i was considering the street walking myself, truthfully, but the problem is there's really no money in it for a short fat guy in his thirties - besides which, i just don't know shit about sucking dick! surreal
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"i dont believe in the smile that you leave
when you walk away or say goodbye
i dont expect the world to move underneath me
but for god's sake could you try
i know that youre true to me
youre always there, you say you care
but where is your heart cuz i dont really feel you
where is your heart what i really want...
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sorrowsjoy:
Awww that's sad but well written sweetie--I wonder why your feeling that way--*hugs*--Hope things are well with you otherwise hun-I will e-mail you soon and if you would like to chat or need to vent my cyber doors are open lol--Take care!

Lexi
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today is monday... its the friday of my week. thank god! i'm fucking through, i swear. ppl are so retarded sometimes... ok, most of the time. i have to keep reminding myself, do your gig, and get ur check!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...... ok, im fine. thanx for listening guys. eeek
babygiantsquid:
hey - cute pic of you an myspace! is that your man you're with in the photo?
1aine:
Hey, just got your email......Talk about too close to home!!! eeek In my life anyway, time & time again, it has been proven that the world is farrrr too small. It seems that everyone I know or will know has this weird connection to my life in some other abstract way. Something like 7 degrees of separation from Kevin Bacon. (Not that I'm comparing myself to him in any way cuz he's just too cool.)

I've recently had a close call situation, hence one of the reasons for my previous journal. My hubby also has significantly younger sibs. He was at his parents house for a visit when his 13 year old sis noticed his SG button. To his surprise she shouted out what it was & that she knew someone on that site! shocked So yeah, I'm definitely going to be more careful, especially when it comes to posting my location.
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a few nights ago, i decided i needed to hang out with other ppl besides my boyfriend. i think he needs a break from me. were in eachothers faces all the time. plus, with all the drama that has happend a few weeks i think im the one who needs to get out. i think somewhere in the relationship, i lost myself. thats no good....
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sorrowsjoy:
Hey welcome to SG sweetie...it's a pleasure to make your aquaintance...And yes love is very hard but I think if it was easy then it wouldn't be worth it...And yes sometimes "me" time is neccessary and keeps the relationship from becoming stifling so don't be afraid to ask it from your other half smile --Hope to talk to you in the future hun and take care of yourself.


Lexi--If you would like to e-mail me feel free to--I also have AIM if ta wanna talk online outside of SG--my AIM SN is FractalTelepathy--yeah I know how original haha
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FractalTelepathy@aol.com
1aine:
Too true...love isn't easy, at times it can be downright difficult. I think it is awesome that you've recognized that you need moments apart just to be you. That is so important! Its so easy to get wrapped up in everything day to day. At times I have to remind myself to do that too. smile
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UPDATE ON THE ROOMIES BASH...

i kicked everyone out at midnight... lol! im a buzzkill i know. i dont really give a fuck. friggin juvinille delinquents. i hate parties at my house. tongue
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astasia:
hell yea kick their asses out! thats why i enjoy 4-5 friends kicken back and havin a good time. less mess and more room.

damn skippy we should all go naked! we'd get more free drinks that way biggrin
1aine:
Thanks for the suggestion sweetie! smile
Gossip, Gossip, Gossip.....that's all people do around here. It's like everyone thinks its their own personal business to let everyone else knows your's. It's the main reason I love this sight so much....I can be me & you all are so great, there's no worries!

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