Jesus H Christ I'm a slacker! Its been forever huh?!
I want to start with a huge Congrats to Littlestar and Hellmark for their recent nuptuials (sp?) !!! You guys look so happy in the pics! I wish you all the best things in life!
Also a great big "It was awesome meeting you, even if ever so briefly!" to ccfoo and jadednerdgirl. That show was awesome!
ok now for the long winded update. Lets see, my b'day party sucked. Everyone showed up and left in waves so there was never a lot of peeps at the house at once. I spent a fuck ton of money on booze and decorations and spazzed about and it still ended up pretty fucking dull. No one even got drunk! Very lame!
I went to a "halloween" party at my boys' friends house which also turned out pretty lame and I found out that some of his "friends" ( one girl in particular) have been trying to talk shit about me and of all things to try to bash on me about its my " goth factor" which in all honesty is actually pretty low. I consider myself a goth baby at heart but I dont sleep eat and breath the whole goth culture. Anywho she finds the need to talk about my like of vinyl and creepy things as if Im some horrible fiend and its bothersome, especially since she was also the "everyone" telling my boyfriend that he doesnt seem happy with me and caused us to have a huge arguement and almost break up a while back. so yeah pretty suck ass there too.
Went to Skinny Puppy and it fuckin rocked! I hadnt been to a show since Ministry last year so it was very cool to get out of the house and rock out to some bad ass music. I went with my roomate and I ran into a handful of people I know and meet some new ones
So al in all it was the highlight of my month.
My dad has a new girlfriend and Im a little worried about it. She's younger than me has a baby and already has stuff like toothbrush and clothes and baby stuff at my dads house and they've known each other form like a month MAYBE 2. Now to add to that worry some ill shit went down last night. My mom's like 52 and always sickly and kinda loopy. Well my dads girlfriends says that my mom stopped by the house and my dad calls to see why and my mom says she didnt and gets all pissed and very dumbly decides to go over to my dads house and "confront" this girl. So now this girl is threatening to beat my moms ass and saying thats she's been in jail for beating some one down before. Yea!
So then my mom gets home and calls me and she's all upset I try to calm her down she says shes fine and all but then her roomate calls me this morn to tell me shes at the hospital cause she couldnt breath last night and shes been there all night and theyre gonna do some cardiac test on her or what not. Then fun keeps coming.
At work the other day my boss pulls my to the back and asks whats going on with me and Im like what do you mean? Apperently 2 of my coworkers went to her and told her that all I do is mope around and talk about my problems and I've become so horrible to be around they dont want to work with me. Which is craptatsic! Yeah I did talk to my so-called friend alot about my probs but I still did my job, i busted ass to get shit done i was never rude or moody with customers so instead of my "friend" being like" hey man i know things are rough at home but you're starting to effect the workplace so if you want to hook up afetr work and we can talk thats cool but right now i need you to be just about work" which probaly would 've hurt my feelings a little but i would have understood and not feel so betrayed. I feel like she drew a very clear line that we are coworkers not friends and that sucks cause i thought she was really cool and fun to hang out with. Le sigh!
Things are still very rollercoaster like with me and my honey. I suggested maybe i move out and he took that to mean i wanted him to get weird and confused and break up with me. Which led to me crying alot which sucked. But we patched things up that night and I guess the question is how long will it hold? I'm still living here with him but is it really for the best? I have no fucking clue. I just know that I love him immensely and he makes me soooo happy when thigns are good. I guess time and circumstance will tell..
So yeah I think thats about it. The big stuff anyway. Wow thats my longest post ever I think. To sum up, my parents my job and my lovelife are all driving me utterly insane! Hope every one else is doing ok! Much love to you all!
Later Daze
I want to start with a huge Congrats to Littlestar and Hellmark for their recent nuptuials (sp?) !!! You guys look so happy in the pics! I wish you all the best things in life!
Also a great big "It was awesome meeting you, even if ever so briefly!" to ccfoo and jadednerdgirl. That show was awesome!
ok now for the long winded update. Lets see, my b'day party sucked. Everyone showed up and left in waves so there was never a lot of peeps at the house at once. I spent a fuck ton of money on booze and decorations and spazzed about and it still ended up pretty fucking dull. No one even got drunk! Very lame!
I went to a "halloween" party at my boys' friends house which also turned out pretty lame and I found out that some of his "friends" ( one girl in particular) have been trying to talk shit about me and of all things to try to bash on me about its my " goth factor" which in all honesty is actually pretty low. I consider myself a goth baby at heart but I dont sleep eat and breath the whole goth culture. Anywho she finds the need to talk about my like of vinyl and creepy things as if Im some horrible fiend and its bothersome, especially since she was also the "everyone" telling my boyfriend that he doesnt seem happy with me and caused us to have a huge arguement and almost break up a while back. so yeah pretty suck ass there too.
Went to Skinny Puppy and it fuckin rocked! I hadnt been to a show since Ministry last year so it was very cool to get out of the house and rock out to some bad ass music. I went with my roomate and I ran into a handful of people I know and meet some new ones
So al in all it was the highlight of my month.
My dad has a new girlfriend and Im a little worried about it. She's younger than me has a baby and already has stuff like toothbrush and clothes and baby stuff at my dads house and they've known each other form like a month MAYBE 2. Now to add to that worry some ill shit went down last night. My mom's like 52 and always sickly and kinda loopy. Well my dads girlfriends says that my mom stopped by the house and my dad calls to see why and my mom says she didnt and gets all pissed and very dumbly decides to go over to my dads house and "confront" this girl. So now this girl is threatening to beat my moms ass and saying thats she's been in jail for beating some one down before. Yea!
So then my mom gets home and calls me and she's all upset I try to calm her down she says shes fine and all but then her roomate calls me this morn to tell me shes at the hospital cause she couldnt breath last night and shes been there all night and theyre gonna do some cardiac test on her or what not. Then fun keeps coming.
At work the other day my boss pulls my to the back and asks whats going on with me and Im like what do you mean? Apperently 2 of my coworkers went to her and told her that all I do is mope around and talk about my problems and I've become so horrible to be around they dont want to work with me. Which is craptatsic! Yeah I did talk to my so-called friend alot about my probs but I still did my job, i busted ass to get shit done i was never rude or moody with customers so instead of my "friend" being like" hey man i know things are rough at home but you're starting to effect the workplace so if you want to hook up afetr work and we can talk thats cool but right now i need you to be just about work" which probaly would 've hurt my feelings a little but i would have understood and not feel so betrayed. I feel like she drew a very clear line that we are coworkers not friends and that sucks cause i thought she was really cool and fun to hang out with. Le sigh!
Things are still very rollercoaster like with me and my honey. I suggested maybe i move out and he took that to mean i wanted him to get weird and confused and break up with me. Which led to me crying alot which sucked. But we patched things up that night and I guess the question is how long will it hold? I'm still living here with him but is it really for the best? I have no fucking clue. I just know that I love him immensely and he makes me soooo happy when thigns are good. I guess time and circumstance will tell..
So yeah I think thats about it. The big stuff anyway. Wow thats my longest post ever I think. To sum up, my parents my job and my lovelife are all driving me utterly insane! Hope every one else is doing ok! Much love to you all!
Later Daze
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Wow, I thought I was lax in updating...hope all is OK!