im being such a bum today! its my day off so im doing laundry watching tv with two kitties. its a nice cool sunny day,gets me the mood for the fall days ahead.our kansas state is almost here,which means fair food!! anything thats bad for you is there,thats why its sooo good.and i ts almost time for my week off,yay. gonna start on the remodeling...
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okay let me tell you some things bout me........i love sex i love chocolate and i love tatoos. im impatient at times get irratated easily. i dont listen to other ppls opinions,i look for the easy way to do things,i dont worry bout things. i dont want someone telling how things are. if i sound upset im having a hard time with my bf,being four...
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im having a good day off im in the middle of a major remodel good time to declutter this place! would like to say a big thank you for all the sg who accepted my friend requests! i appreciate it! so had some time off had alot of time to think bout everything,there is alot on my mind lately prolly too much to fit in...
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jen2065:
yep little sad face says it all im not doing too good today girls. why is it some guys have the power to make us feel like shit,then turn rite around i love you! 5 months ago i would have told u that you were right,so now in the end of august with him four hrs away, and im here in hutch working at my job,remoledling the house,raising two kitties! dont get me wrong things cld be better but hes not making it easy on me,i know that the current situation is all my fault,but why should i be the only one that has to give up everything. i go back and forth but realistically my live,my family are here.i love this town and im tired of all his negetivity bout everything.they say that love is the most wonderfull thing,i say it is when both ppl are willing to work at it. 50\50is nt that what they say it should be,i dont really know anymore. i take comfort in the fact that he still has stuff here and will eventually have to caom and get it,and face me to do it. so my fellow suicide girls if anyone is reading my blogs at all plz let me know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i appreaciate any comments and feedback! 
well im gonna go and drown my sorrows in chcoclate! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
i'll be back after i emerge from my chocolate coma! laters jen!
yep little sad face says it all im not doing too good today girls. why is it some guys have the power to make us feel like shit,then turn rite around i love you! 5 months ago i would have told u that you were right,so now in the end of august with him four hrs away, and im here in hutch working at my job,remoledling the house,raising two kitties! dont get me wrong things cld be better but hes not making it easy on me,i know that the current situation is all my fault,but why should i be the only one that has to give up everything. i go back and forth but realistically my live,my family are here.i love this town and im tired of all his negetivity bout everything.they say that love is the most wonderfull thing,i say it is when both ppl are willing to work at it. 50\50is nt that what they say it should be,i dont really know anymore. i take comfort in the fact that he still has stuff here and will eventually have to caom and get it,and face me to do it. so my fellow suicide girls if anyone is reading my blogs at all plz let me know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i appreaciate any comments and feedback! well im gonna go and drown my sorrows in chcoclate! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll be back after i emerge from my chocolate coma! laters jen!hello everyone i dont really have alot to blog bout today busy keeping up with my two kitties,getting ready to tear out my kitchen. so many decisions to make but its worth it in the end! so yeah alot to look forward too so how is everyone today i would love to hear from you!so nin regards to other stuff in my pervious blogs,sometimes...
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well finallty its a cool overcast day big change from the heat and humidity thats plagauing ks rite now. had some rain yesterday so as i sit here contenplating many things. fall is almost here my fave time of year love to see the leaves change the nice cool air,also makes me sad. i lost my best friend to a car crash in 1992. so...
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okay lets see ive learned a lot in the past few months my boyfriend had all these plans,but like all palns there were obstacles. he quit our job first im still there then he moved four hrs away. when somone tells you i cant do something it makes me mad. understand something first i hate my job but every time i try to leave they...
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hello my name is jen im happy to be here! im a honest person who comfortable in her own skin. i love body art and think every woman deserves to feel beautiful. so they call us weird so be it! beauty doesnt have to be the same day after day it needs to be shaken up. thank you suicide girls!