sitting in my class...bored out of my freaking mind. it should be interesting - psychological and cultural aspects of conflict management. however, we are talking about what conflict is...this is roughly the 3rd time i am hearing about what conflict is - the definition doesn't really change....ever.
my computer wire is still busted. the guy came today after opening the box and looking in, now he thinks that it has to deal w/ the little metal part that goes into the computer b/c it is bent. yet, as far as i know, still doing it for free. score.
joual is going to be up north for at least the next 21 days. i got spoiled the last few weeks seeing him every weekend and now it's going to be like 3 weeks. it's okay, in a sense, i am used to it...i've had to go weeks w/out seeing him before. i just miss him crazy amounts. on the plus side, there's the possibility that he might be home for my birthday, and in all honesty, that would be the best present i could get. though, i am not going to give my hopes up on it, b/c there's always the chance it won't happen, it's nice to think about. to have him home for my birthday would just be...well, it'd be fucking awesome, let's not lie.
he keeps calling me today when i am in class and i wish i could talk to him but i can't leave class. especially this one. i'm on the other side of the room from the door.
god, i want to be not here right now.
i tried to eat a sandwhich, didn't work. stomach revolted. no praying but definite stomach pains.
honestly, only thing calming my stomach is chocolate....and the massive amount of midol i am taking.
i have a severe form of endometriosis and my parents are a bit worried b/c last time my pains caused vomiting, i ended up needing surgery a few weeks later. i don't like surgery, not just b/c for like a week after i am bed-bound, b/c i leave surgery looking like i am in my third trimester of pregnancy...not fun.
my first class got canceled tomorrow...i have one class now and it's at 11:45 to 1:15pm. it is going to take all the strength this little girl can possibly muster to get my ass to class tomorrow. really, i have no desire at all. but then the weekend. though, b/c i have procrastinated on grading exams for 2.5 weeks, i will be spending most of the weekend on that b/c they are due tuesday. i hope i can fail people. does that make me sound bad? haha. don't care. besides, failing people means more people have to take the moed bet = more money for JB and w/ impending plane ticket looming and owing my dad still 2000 shekels, she needs all the money she can get w/out resorting to prostitution. besides, it wouldn't be lucrative for me, joual is keeping all the profits...hahahaha.
dear god i want my bed.
or something decent to eat. that would be good too.
okay, what i really want - burgers, bed, boyfriend. now known as the 3 B's to ultimate happiness. and of course, i want movies too, but that doesn't fit w/ my alliteration going on right now.
so let's keep w/ the 3 B's.
and b/c i need to keep myself entertained, i stole this off some one on facebook...enjoy.
100 Truths!
1. Last beverage water...until the boy comes home, i am trying to go cold turkey off coke...
2. Last phone call joual...i woke him up
3. Last text message joual - he misses me
4. Last song you listened to i think it was seether's cover of "careless whisper" - fucking amazing
5. Last time you cried this past weekend b/c i was laughing too damn hard while wrastlin' w/ joual
6. Dated someone twice on and off w/ an ex more times than a light switch in a public bathroom, for 3 years....yea, not the defined "healthy relationship"
7. Been cheated on? yea...it sucks, i wouldn't recommend doing it to some one and in the end, they always find out
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? nah...unless they were bad...severe slobber or trying to stick their tongue down my esophogas
9. Lost someone special? my best friend (and ex...though we were much closer after we broke up) jack summer of 2006...it was just good that was visiting the US when it happened, if i was in israel when it happened, i don't know if i would have gotten through it w/out the help of my friends in the US.
10. Been depressed? i've been labeled as clinically depressed...i just stopped taking the meds when i decided i didn't want some stupid pill to dictate how i felt
11. Been drunk? numerous times...i WAS in a sorority w/ 4 bars across the street..haha
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. blue
13. black
14. brown (well, mainly neutral, earthy tones)
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends i don't know if i've really made new friends but i have gotten closer (and farther) from my current
16. Fallen out of love no, in fact, the exact opposite...if anything, i am more madly in love w/ my sexy soldier boy
17. Laughed until you cried: all the time...laughing it good for you
18. Met someone who changed you not exactly...
19. Found out who your true friends were--> yea...and sometimes, it made me sad...
20. Found out someone was talking about you yea...but karma bit her in the ass
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list well, i've met one person on my list and he's my boyfriend, so um...yes....
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life um...one but i am hoping to meet more of my fellow israelis on here...
23. How many kids do you want to have um, let's first discuss if i can have kids as that is the question that brings a certain percentage along w/ it...
24. Do you have any pets we are fostering a dog right now through "netanya ohevet chayot" (netanya loves dogs). after the war in gaza, a lot of people in the south gave up animals b/c they couldn't take care of them anymore and shelters started getting filled. they ask people to foster some of the dogs that are more in need of direct attention. the dog we are currently fostering was abused and had acid poured on him. we've been taking care of him for about 2 months now almost. he's a damn cutie. i personally, though, eventually want a pug...and i want to name him shemp. i am not moving in my ways on this
25. Do you want to change your namenah...i live in a country where people finally pronounce it right. (i have an israeli name that my parents gave me [they wanted to move to israel when they were married, i was an "unexpected surprise" but still thought they were going to move soon so gave me an israeli name so i'd fit in when the time came...but it didn't and i moved here 22 years after my birth...sans parents who didn't come here til i was 25] and in american schools, it would get mispronounced ALL the time)
26. What did you do for your last birthdaysteak and chocolate...it's a tradition i've had for the last 3 years for my bday. steakhouse and then max brenner's. i don't know how it happened, it just always does...
27. What time did you wake up today 5am....i wanted to be to work by 7:30 so i could be out by 10:30 and still put in my 3 hours
28. What were you doing at midnight last night passed out...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for next time joual is home, grad school fucking ending...
30. Last time you saw your father tuesday night for my mom's bday dinner at the tel aviv port
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life i'd be better at saving my money
32. What are you listening to right now i am "listening" (using that term loosely...more like background noise) to my prof. talking about interpreting conflicts
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom was this originally created on myspace? there's a tom there? i have a good friend tom...he lives in the US
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? my stomach hurting hardcore and the pain slowly moving into my back and the fact i really just don't want to be here
36. Whats your real name shhhh....it's a secret....
38. Zodiac sign: aries through and through
39. Male or female i am pretty sure i am a girl. ::feels boobs:: yea, i'm a girl
40. Elementary PS: 279 in brooklyn
41. Middle School combination of private jewish school (til it ended in 6th grade) and public school
42. High school public school
43. Hair color it was dyed dark and turned an auburn color kinda quick...this weekend we are starting the pocess to go back to my natural color....all blonde baby
44. Long or short hair? it was to my ass a bit over a year ago and then last new years (when it turned 2008), after having my heart stomped all over and being shit on...i cut it all off in a fit of "i need to change things in my life so let's start w/ ceremoniously chopping over 10+ inches of my hair." the best thing about having your best friend (really sister), being a hairdresser - tell her if she doesn't cut your hair, you will cut your own...it got done fast
45. Height 5'4"
46. Do you have a crush on someone? joual...but i think he knows
47. What do you like about yourself? everything! i'm fucking awesome, bitches!
48. Piercings 17 in my ears (7 in left and 10 in right) and my nose
49. Tattoos 4 so far but i am looking to get more/add on to those i already have
50. Righty or lefty righty
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery does wisdom teeth count? if not, probably my laproscopic surgery to remove scar tissue and get rid of a benign growth the dr. thought was cancerous...thank god it wasn't.
52. First piercing ears when i was 6 months old...apparently, no mater the amount of pink, people still thought i was a boy
53. First tattoo butterfly on my ass pretty much...it was when i didn't want my parents know i have tattoos...obviously, 3 more later,they now know
54. First best friend AJ
55. First sport you joined softball
56. First pet 2 guinea pigs...sugar and spice (b/c i was really original...lol)
57. First vacation remembered when we lived in brooklyn, i used to go to syracuse a lot during the summer b/c my grandma lived there
58. First concert don't really remember...i've seen over 100 bands live
59. First crush--> jon d......
60. First alcohol drink fuzzy naval...mmmm....
RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating i had a twix
62. Drinking still water
63. I'm about to still not pay attention in class
64. Listening to blah blah blah of the prof...
65. Waiting for 9pm...classes end
YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? i guess....it's a bit early though and not high up on my "to do" list
67. Want to get married? eventually...i guess....
68. Careers in mind? i don't know, i am hoping grad school will help me figure that out
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes both? but i love eyes
70. Hugs or kisses cuddling - it includes a bit of both
71. Shorter or taller taller
72. Older or Younger it don't matter to me
73. Romantic or spontaneous spontaneously romantic
74. Nice stomach or nice arms mmmm....arms....
75. Tattoos or piercings i like 'em both (obviously)
76. Sensitive or loud a bit of both
77. Hook-up or relationship relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant my boy's a bit of a trouble-maker and i looove it
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger at one point, i was the kissing bandit
80. Drank hard liquor mmm...yea.....
81. Lost glasses/contacts thank god no
82. Sex on first date given my past, i'm a second date kinda gal
83. Broken someone's heart no, i'm the one who get's their heart broken
84. Had your own heart broken stabbed, crushed, burned...you name it....
85. Been arrested? only in the naughty, fuzzy handcuffs kinda way
86. Turned someone down yea...
87. Cried when someone died oh yea.....
88. Liked a friend that was the same sex?: i like lots of people....
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself more now this past year than i have
90. Miracles ehhhhh......
91. Love at first sight i believe in taking a closer look
92. Heaven heaven doesn't want me...and hell's afraid i'll take over
93. Santa Claus nah...i used to pull his beard off at the mall
94. Kissing on the first date? i can be a make-out whore the first date
95. Angels i usually shush the angel on my shoulder in favor of the devil
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? my sexy soldier boy
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? no..i'm a one man kinda gal
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yes...i do
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? air....i've heard that's important and lack of it will quite possibly cause you to lose life and therefore, you cannot live w/out it
100. hoping other people do this? if you are bored enough...possibly
hope you enjoy.
i still have 30 minutes of this class left and then conflict analysis and resolution from 7:30-9pm.
leave me interesting things
xoox
-JB
my computer wire is still busted. the guy came today after opening the box and looking in, now he thinks that it has to deal w/ the little metal part that goes into the computer b/c it is bent. yet, as far as i know, still doing it for free. score.
joual is going to be up north for at least the next 21 days. i got spoiled the last few weeks seeing him every weekend and now it's going to be like 3 weeks. it's okay, in a sense, i am used to it...i've had to go weeks w/out seeing him before. i just miss him crazy amounts. on the plus side, there's the possibility that he might be home for my birthday, and in all honesty, that would be the best present i could get. though, i am not going to give my hopes up on it, b/c there's always the chance it won't happen, it's nice to think about. to have him home for my birthday would just be...well, it'd be fucking awesome, let's not lie.
he keeps calling me today when i am in class and i wish i could talk to him but i can't leave class. especially this one. i'm on the other side of the room from the door.
god, i want to be not here right now.
i tried to eat a sandwhich, didn't work. stomach revolted. no praying but definite stomach pains.
honestly, only thing calming my stomach is chocolate....and the massive amount of midol i am taking.
i have a severe form of endometriosis and my parents are a bit worried b/c last time my pains caused vomiting, i ended up needing surgery a few weeks later. i don't like surgery, not just b/c for like a week after i am bed-bound, b/c i leave surgery looking like i am in my third trimester of pregnancy...not fun.
my first class got canceled tomorrow...i have one class now and it's at 11:45 to 1:15pm. it is going to take all the strength this little girl can possibly muster to get my ass to class tomorrow. really, i have no desire at all. but then the weekend. though, b/c i have procrastinated on grading exams for 2.5 weeks, i will be spending most of the weekend on that b/c they are due tuesday. i hope i can fail people. does that make me sound bad? haha. don't care. besides, failing people means more people have to take the moed bet = more money for JB and w/ impending plane ticket looming and owing my dad still 2000 shekels, she needs all the money she can get w/out resorting to prostitution. besides, it wouldn't be lucrative for me, joual is keeping all the profits...hahahaha.
dear god i want my bed.
or something decent to eat. that would be good too.
okay, what i really want - burgers, bed, boyfriend. now known as the 3 B's to ultimate happiness. and of course, i want movies too, but that doesn't fit w/ my alliteration going on right now.
so let's keep w/ the 3 B's.
and b/c i need to keep myself entertained, i stole this off some one on facebook...enjoy.
100 Truths!
1. Last beverage water...until the boy comes home, i am trying to go cold turkey off coke...
2. Last phone call joual...i woke him up
3. Last text message joual - he misses me
4. Last song you listened to i think it was seether's cover of "careless whisper" - fucking amazing
5. Last time you cried this past weekend b/c i was laughing too damn hard while wrastlin' w/ joual
6. Dated someone twice on and off w/ an ex more times than a light switch in a public bathroom, for 3 years....yea, not the defined "healthy relationship"
7. Been cheated on? yea...it sucks, i wouldn't recommend doing it to some one and in the end, they always find out
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? nah...unless they were bad...severe slobber or trying to stick their tongue down my esophogas
9. Lost someone special? my best friend (and ex...though we were much closer after we broke up) jack summer of 2006...it was just good that was visiting the US when it happened, if i was in israel when it happened, i don't know if i would have gotten through it w/out the help of my friends in the US.
10. Been depressed? i've been labeled as clinically depressed...i just stopped taking the meds when i decided i didn't want some stupid pill to dictate how i felt
11. Been drunk? numerous times...i WAS in a sorority w/ 4 bars across the street..haha
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. blue
13. black
14. brown (well, mainly neutral, earthy tones)
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends i don't know if i've really made new friends but i have gotten closer (and farther) from my current
16. Fallen out of love no, in fact, the exact opposite...if anything, i am more madly in love w/ my sexy soldier boy
17. Laughed until you cried: all the time...laughing it good for you
18. Met someone who changed you not exactly...
19. Found out who your true friends were--> yea...and sometimes, it made me sad...
20. Found out someone was talking about you yea...but karma bit her in the ass
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list well, i've met one person on my list and he's my boyfriend, so um...yes....
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life um...one but i am hoping to meet more of my fellow israelis on here...
23. How many kids do you want to have um, let's first discuss if i can have kids as that is the question that brings a certain percentage along w/ it...
24. Do you have any pets we are fostering a dog right now through "netanya ohevet chayot" (netanya loves dogs). after the war in gaza, a lot of people in the south gave up animals b/c they couldn't take care of them anymore and shelters started getting filled. they ask people to foster some of the dogs that are more in need of direct attention. the dog we are currently fostering was abused and had acid poured on him. we've been taking care of him for about 2 months now almost. he's a damn cutie. i personally, though, eventually want a pug...and i want to name him shemp. i am not moving in my ways on this
25. Do you want to change your namenah...i live in a country where people finally pronounce it right. (i have an israeli name that my parents gave me [they wanted to move to israel when they were married, i was an "unexpected surprise" but still thought they were going to move soon so gave me an israeli name so i'd fit in when the time came...but it didn't and i moved here 22 years after my birth...sans parents who didn't come here til i was 25] and in american schools, it would get mispronounced ALL the time)
26. What did you do for your last birthdaysteak and chocolate...it's a tradition i've had for the last 3 years for my bday. steakhouse and then max brenner's. i don't know how it happened, it just always does...
27. What time did you wake up today 5am....i wanted to be to work by 7:30 so i could be out by 10:30 and still put in my 3 hours
28. What were you doing at midnight last night passed out...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for next time joual is home, grad school fucking ending...
30. Last time you saw your father tuesday night for my mom's bday dinner at the tel aviv port
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life i'd be better at saving my money
32. What are you listening to right now i am "listening" (using that term loosely...more like background noise) to my prof. talking about interpreting conflicts
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom was this originally created on myspace? there's a tom there? i have a good friend tom...he lives in the US
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? my stomach hurting hardcore and the pain slowly moving into my back and the fact i really just don't want to be here
36. Whats your real name shhhh....it's a secret....
38. Zodiac sign: aries through and through
39. Male or female i am pretty sure i am a girl. ::feels boobs:: yea, i'm a girl
40. Elementary PS: 279 in brooklyn
41. Middle School combination of private jewish school (til it ended in 6th grade) and public school
42. High school public school
43. Hair color it was dyed dark and turned an auburn color kinda quick...this weekend we are starting the pocess to go back to my natural color....all blonde baby
44. Long or short hair? it was to my ass a bit over a year ago and then last new years (when it turned 2008), after having my heart stomped all over and being shit on...i cut it all off in a fit of "i need to change things in my life so let's start w/ ceremoniously chopping over 10+ inches of my hair." the best thing about having your best friend (really sister), being a hairdresser - tell her if she doesn't cut your hair, you will cut your own...it got done fast
45. Height 5'4"
46. Do you have a crush on someone? joual...but i think he knows
47. What do you like about yourself? everything! i'm fucking awesome, bitches!
48. Piercings 17 in my ears (7 in left and 10 in right) and my nose
49. Tattoos 4 so far but i am looking to get more/add on to those i already have
50. Righty or lefty righty
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery does wisdom teeth count? if not, probably my laproscopic surgery to remove scar tissue and get rid of a benign growth the dr. thought was cancerous...thank god it wasn't.
52. First piercing ears when i was 6 months old...apparently, no mater the amount of pink, people still thought i was a boy
53. First tattoo butterfly on my ass pretty much...it was when i didn't want my parents know i have tattoos...obviously, 3 more later,they now know
54. First best friend AJ
55. First sport you joined softball
56. First pet 2 guinea pigs...sugar and spice (b/c i was really original...lol)
57. First vacation remembered when we lived in brooklyn, i used to go to syracuse a lot during the summer b/c my grandma lived there
58. First concert don't really remember...i've seen over 100 bands live
59. First crush--> jon d......
60. First alcohol drink fuzzy naval...mmmm....
RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating i had a twix
62. Drinking still water
63. I'm about to still not pay attention in class
64. Listening to blah blah blah of the prof...
65. Waiting for 9pm...classes end
YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? i guess....it's a bit early though and not high up on my "to do" list
67. Want to get married? eventually...i guess....
68. Careers in mind? i don't know, i am hoping grad school will help me figure that out
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes both? but i love eyes
70. Hugs or kisses cuddling - it includes a bit of both
71. Shorter or taller taller
72. Older or Younger it don't matter to me
73. Romantic or spontaneous spontaneously romantic
74. Nice stomach or nice arms mmmm....arms....
75. Tattoos or piercings i like 'em both (obviously)
76. Sensitive or loud a bit of both
77. Hook-up or relationship relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant my boy's a bit of a trouble-maker and i looove it
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger at one point, i was the kissing bandit
80. Drank hard liquor mmm...yea.....
81. Lost glasses/contacts thank god no
82. Sex on first date given my past, i'm a second date kinda gal
83. Broken someone's heart no, i'm the one who get's their heart broken
84. Had your own heart broken stabbed, crushed, burned...you name it....
85. Been arrested? only in the naughty, fuzzy handcuffs kinda way
86. Turned someone down yea...
87. Cried when someone died oh yea.....
88. Liked a friend that was the same sex?: i like lots of people....
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself more now this past year than i have
90. Miracles ehhhhh......
91. Love at first sight i believe in taking a closer look
92. Heaven heaven doesn't want me...and hell's afraid i'll take over
93. Santa Claus nah...i used to pull his beard off at the mall
94. Kissing on the first date? i can be a make-out whore the first date
95. Angels i usually shush the angel on my shoulder in favor of the devil
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? my sexy soldier boy
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? no..i'm a one man kinda gal
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yes...i do
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? air....i've heard that's important and lack of it will quite possibly cause you to lose life and therefore, you cannot live w/out it
100. hoping other people do this? if you are bored enough...possibly
hope you enjoy.
i still have 30 minutes of this class left and then conflict analysis and resolution from 7:30-9pm.
leave me interesting things
xoox
-JB
There u go!!!!