jellibean

so much
so busy
always pickin out the guys who couldnt be less interested in me
the parts of me that matter anyway
throwin away a truly nice gorgeous boy
b/c that spark isnt there
it makes me feel like a bitch...poor nice guy finishin last...
but I take comfort in the fact
that I still believe in a perfect(for me) someone
Id rather have that spark
than this gorgeous stable guy who'd do a thousand nice things for me

this week Ive felt... conflicted
up and down nothin too extreme
apathetically conflicted....

best part of my week....IM MOVIN!!!!
its for sure now
gonna live with two awesome boys
and hopefully in this awesome house I found

cheers to a long weekend and pretty weather
hope everyone enjoys