It's been so long
since I've written anything
I'm so happy and so not
funny how life can be like that
I have a 2nd interview tomorrow
and I can t sleep
I haven't been able to sleep for a few weeks now
I think its just stress
and missin my fizzle
I'll be more at ease once he moves here
and once I find...
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since I've written anything
I'm so happy and so not
funny how life can be like that
I have a 2nd interview tomorrow
and I can t sleep
I haven't been able to sleep for a few weeks now
I think its just stress
and missin my fizzle
I'll be more at ease once he moves here
and once I find...
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after a stressful conversation
and a very happy weekend
I can finally say
*the day has come*
and I like it
its my barfday this week
leave me love!
that is all
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mrlucky:
Happy Birthday
carmen:
i'm gonna miss all you pdub guys!
AHHH
lets update a lil here huh?
its my last semester @ uncw
(plus a summer session
)
and then
well I dont know
I would love to move home work for 6 months save $
and travel all over
europe the US whatever
prolly wont happen
but Id also LOVE to join the peace core
or maybe do americorps
or move to some random...
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lets update a lil here huh?
its my last semester @ uncw
(plus a summer session
)
and then
well I dont know
I would love to move home work for 6 months save $
and travel all over
europe the US whatever
prolly wont happen
but Id also LOVE to join the peace core
or maybe do americorps
or move to some random...
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Im back bitches
...it is however
late
so Ill refresh this all later on
...it is however
late
so Ill refresh this all later on
misfit762:
Hello!
Which football team do you follow?
Which football team do you follow?
its been a new low this past month
I lost my job
it mattered more to me than most things in my life
it's my fault
I havent been myself all summer
I always thought depression was an all consuming
cry for no reason, waste your life away in bed
hate the world and yourself kind of thing
I think maybe its more subtle than...
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I lost my job
it mattered more to me than most things in my life
it's my fault
I havent been myself all summer
I always thought depression was an all consuming
cry for no reason, waste your life away in bed
hate the world and yourself kind of thing
I think maybe its more subtle than...
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darthlunchbox:
aCk! Losing your job sucks! I lost (well sort of lost, more like told Hot Topic to go fuck themselves and walked out). Then I was unemployeed for a month, and then last summer I was jobless for three months. It sucks, and UNC-W + senior year = great times!
recipeforhate:
for you!!!
for you!!!its like I love to hurt
stuck in this awkward place
where no feelings are substantial enough
scared as hell to let go and move on
but needing a change so bad
so I put myself
in to these situations where I get hurt
the pain is irrational and intense
and I do it to myself
how does one land on their feet
when it...
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stuck in this awkward place
where no feelings are substantial enough
scared as hell to let go and move on
but needing a change so bad
so I put myself
in to these situations where I get hurt
the pain is irrational and intense
and I do it to myself
how does one land on their feet
when it...
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foz:
so, did I just get to watch you masturbate? AWESOME, but I'm feeling a little teased
life doen't get any easier I'm told, so, like my interviewer said, put your head down and come up with something...I guess
life doen't get any easier I'm told, so, like my interviewer said, put your head down and come up with something...I guess
foz:
where you been for a week??
it might help me get into the city and give me some decent income for a few months while I'm looking for something better. I don't think I'll be able to just step into a great position at a top restaurant. I may have to work the scene a little
it might help me get into the city and give me some decent income for a few months while I'm looking for something better. I don't think I'll be able to just step into a great position at a top restaurant. I may have to work the scene a little
I got my awesome house!!!
and my awesome guy roomies
and I get to paint rooms!
goin this mornin to get that stuff started
funny piece of info
Ive bought hermit crabs for 'my kids'
at work to play with and take care of
I left them on the counter by the sun
came home last night and my roommates f'in
cat knocked them down!!!!...
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and my awesome guy roomies
and I get to paint rooms!
goin this mornin to get that stuff started
funny piece of info
Ive bought hermit crabs for 'my kids'
at work to play with and take care of
I left them on the counter by the sun
came home last night and my roommates f'in
cat knocked them down!!!!...
Read More
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adelayde:
eeek! hermit crabs are a little creepy.
i can't wait to get my new place & start decorating! i'm actually going to be moving to Wilmington soon. i'm down here now, visiting with my boyfriend... who is at work... so i'm sitting here bored... on the computer.
i can't wait to get my new place & start decorating! i'm actually going to be moving to Wilmington soon. i'm down here now, visiting with my boyfriend... who is at work... so i'm sitting here bored... on the computer.
cynningspoon:
Your back looks Great by the way.
so much
so busy
always pickin out the guys who couldnt be less interested in me
the parts of me that matter anyway
throwin away a truly nice gorgeous boy
b/c that spark isnt there
it makes me feel like a bitch...poor nice guy finishin last...
but I take comfort in the fact
that I still believe in a perfect(for me) someone
Id rather have...
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so busy
always pickin out the guys who couldnt be less interested in me
the parts of me that matter anyway
throwin away a truly nice gorgeous boy
b/c that spark isnt there
it makes me feel like a bitch...poor nice guy finishin last...
but I take comfort in the fact
that I still believe in a perfect(for me) someone
Id rather have...
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foz:
I agree, hot doesn't equal functioning relationship. I'm the same way. See a pretty face, hang a bit then NEXT!
Good luck with the move. where's this dope ass house at, beach for the summer??
Good luck with the move. where's this dope ass house at, beach for the summer??
naeon:
Definately don't just settle. Too many people do that for sure
So there are all sorts of lil quizes online
everythin from your IQ
to you value as a human
to how pure you are
and what color your shits are
I thought this one was kinda interestin tho
What is your World view?
I scored :
Existentialism emphasizes human capability. There is no greater power interfering with life and thus it is up to us...
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everythin from your IQ
to you value as a human
to how pure you are
and what color your shits are
I thought this one was kinda interestin tho
What is your World view?
I scored :
Existentialism emphasizes human capability. There is no greater power interfering with life and thus it is up to us...
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foz:
I challenge you to see the movie. I think Americans are much further ahead. I could barely finish it.
as far as the other, she wants to talk about it, we'll see, I'm not expecting anything
faith in people, well... I think the best and most effective changes can only be made within the individual, i have very little faith in the human race, I can hope but I'm not expecting (feeling a little Zen this morning)
sorry to be a downer, I was out late watching Star Wars (2 thumbs way down)
as far as the other, she wants to talk about it, we'll see, I'm not expecting anything
faith in people, well... I think the best and most effective changes can only be made within the individual, i have very little faith in the human race, I can hope but I'm not expecting (feeling a little Zen this morning)
sorry to be a downer, I was out late watching Star Wars (2 thumbs way down)
jellibean:
WHAT? 2 thumbs down for star wars?
are you f'in nuts?
I loved that movie
it was so the best out of the new ones
and ill def try and check the movie out
are you f'in nuts?
I loved that movie
it was so the best out of the new ones
and ill def try and check the movie out
went home to raleigh this weekend
its always a trip when I go back
b/c somethin always happens
first off--went to see Squeezetoy
they are awesome and it was one of the best shows Ive seen them do
granted a friend of a friend I was with got WASTED and almost got picked up by a big black guy
haha so I only got to...
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its always a trip when I go back
b/c somethin always happens
first off--went to see Squeezetoy
they are awesome and it was one of the best shows Ive seen them do
granted a friend of a friend I was with got WASTED and almost got picked up by a big black guy
haha so I only got to...
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foz:
I have a lot of gay friends and they drag me to places like that in boystown Chicago, or down here. Sometimes it can be really fun and others you're just wanting to go home 'cause for a straight at a gay bar, they know, they know you're straight and they won't even look at you, 'cause they aren't looking for a conversation...
sorrry about your friend. haven't had any pass on, was she really sick?
I'd love to move out of my place to, too many people not enough me space.
sorrry about your friend. haven't had any pass on, was she really sick?
I'd love to move out of my place to, too many people not enough me space.
**He said I look oh so sexy in my boy beater**
its only like my most favorite thing to throw on w/jeans and go
he said I looked perfect that night
whew
stuff like that gives me hope
in the world of wilmington with tiny short blonde uber tan girls
with tiny short skirts and snow boots or pointy shoes
where I have often felt...
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its only like my most favorite thing to throw on w/jeans and go
he said I looked perfect that night
whew
stuff like that gives me hope
in the world of wilmington with tiny short blonde uber tan girls
with tiny short skirts and snow boots or pointy shoes
where I have often felt...
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grrillaboy:
I love my black hoodie and my black/red chucks. I used to bounce atop the L5 but they stopped letting me throw dumb blondes off the rooftop.
jellibean:
Carmen you look hot in your beater
and grrillaboy thats funny
and grrillaboy thats funny
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vehemence:
No need to dream they're all there, in your inagination. Except for Olive Garden, because Outback is already set up and compeating in the same market and Olive Garden corporate thought that they couldn't survive past the initial start-up costs with Outback all ready entrenched in the mid to upper dine-in market.
annalee:
Thank you for the sweet birthday note! I guess it is more of a big deal where you are but its still a bi one here! I had anice time anyway 