So, time to update:
My new apartment is actually starting to look like an apartment as opposed to an interior trash dump, and I have cable and internet again. Just putting my furniture together and getting these contacts to the outside world back has really helped my emotional state. I really miss my ferrets, though. At least I know my ex will take care of them, because she loves them just as much as I do.
I'm still feeling some lingering effects from the breakup (we were together for four years, so yeah, it won't all go away at once, and some of it won't ever), but I think I'm improving. I'm ready to get out there and start dating again, having fun with people, but not for anything too serious. I do want to try many different things. Let's start a list:
--Some random class (like cooking, but not that... ballroom dancing maybe?)
--Jiu-Jitsu
--A threesome. Either FFM or MFM, or both. I want to experiment a bit.
--Going to a psychic
--Going to a therapist
--Smoking weed for the first time (yeah, I never have -- I don't want it to become a habit, but I want to try it)
--Getting the guts to start flirting with a random girl, especially if she seems out of my league. This one could take a while.
--Getting a tattoo (I'm thinking of Calvin and Hobbes, hah)
Updates to this list will follow.
My new apartment is actually starting to look like an apartment as opposed to an interior trash dump, and I have cable and internet again. Just putting my furniture together and getting these contacts to the outside world back has really helped my emotional state. I really miss my ferrets, though. At least I know my ex will take care of them, because she loves them just as much as I do.
I'm still feeling some lingering effects from the breakup (we were together for four years, so yeah, it won't all go away at once, and some of it won't ever), but I think I'm improving. I'm ready to get out there and start dating again, having fun with people, but not for anything too serious. I do want to try many different things. Let's start a list:
--Some random class (like cooking, but not that... ballroom dancing maybe?)
--Jiu-Jitsu
--A threesome. Either FFM or MFM, or both. I want to experiment a bit.
--Going to a psychic
--Going to a therapist
--Smoking weed for the first time (yeah, I never have -- I don't want it to become a habit, but I want to try it)
--Getting the guts to start flirting with a random girl, especially if she seems out of my league. This one could take a while.
--Getting a tattoo (I'm thinking of Calvin and Hobbes, hah)
Updates to this list will follow.
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Hoping you have a nice Thanksgiving and looking forward to hearing of your progress on that list of yours.