Friday Nov 22, 2002

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everything is louder in the early hours of the morning.
that's why i'm listening to norwegian death metal right now.

listening to my music, you'd never know i listen to metal.. at all. but i really really love this stuff.
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boxterjulep:
i hope your fantasy comes true
jejunebug:
i hope it does, too! orange soda rocks!
although, i got strawberry instead of orange today. how fickle i am..

Thursday Nov 14, 2002

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i'm of two minds..
i'm satisfied when i'm working on music and it feels like it's gonna be something i'll finish.
but i'm so very dissatisfied when i think about the situation i'm in. i've been playing for at least 5 years now and i'm still not that good. i live in my mom's boyfriend's basement. that kind of scares the ladies away, methinks. i...
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hatefulerin:
i don't have a license either, and i'm almost a whole month older than you. that's why i have friends with cars and the good old bus, with all its germs and creepies.
jejunebug:
hey, i got comments? whoo!
364.. that's my lucky number.. well, no, but i have no reply for that. (insert witticism here)

i never think about germs when i'm on the bus.. but there are uh.. *interesting* drunk folk on there sometimes. i suppose i can be *interesting* sometimes too, but at least i don't rant about how blacks on welfare ensure my poverty. i was too busy wondering why i'd been singled out for conversation to be amused but it was actually kind of funny once i got off the bus. the guy was providing a running commentary on people as they got on the bus... "yeah, that one works for a living.. see, that guy's a mexican, they know how to work.."

Thursday Nov 14, 2002

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when i get a really clear vision of what i want to do.. that's when it feels i could hardly be farther from being able to do it.
i think all the time that if i could just play better i know i could take everything by storm, i could fucking rule it. but.. i mean.. how long has it been since i started and...
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Thursday Nov 14, 2002

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this stares me dead in the eyes and refuses to let go.

Give an example of a significant goal you have achieved that required a long term commitment and explain why you feel it is significant.

it's been a while since i first read it and i still can't do it.

Wednesday Nov 13, 2002

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i actually got some work done today, so that's good.
i was just in such a mire over the song i was working on before, i don't think i like it anymore and that made it hard to be inspired for.
i think i'm doing better now musically.

i'm always late in practically everything i do.. timing is not my forte.

i've heard it said...
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Tuesday Nov 12, 2002

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it's weird how i emotionally miss physical things.
the comfort of sleeping with a nice warm and soft girl is not to be underrated.
it's freezing in here. it really is.
and i never feel quite as lonely as i do when i'm in bed.
whine, whine, whine. and all the cheese in the land is mine.