jejunebug

do you see what it says in my profile? current crush.. no one.
that's right. that's the way it should be, the way it should stay. goddamnit i hate having crushes. i can't wait to talk to her tomorrow.. BAHIHATECRUSHES. stupid pointless soul numbing dead end bullshit motherfucker blahhhhhhhhhh.

i wanna get with youuuuuuuu. only you.
girl. and your sister. i think her name's debra.

i'm sick today. busy doing nothing.

hey, at least i have an excuse for doing nothing today.
kind of.

in other notes, clementines are a soothing food to me right now.

since 1536. rieder woman tastes urecht.
that's the muddled translation of the words on the free mug i got today.
i work in a convenience store, right. the grocery order for the store came in today and we were stocking it. one of the things we got in the order were some chocolates in plastic jars. apparently the mug came free with it so i...
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that eggnog was thick as pancake batter.. and with quite a bit more rum. woof.


i make it sound like i had more than one cup.. ahaha.

behold as the magic fabric paint once again sends me on an all expense paid cruise on the ss maudlin.
of course, gnats sneeze and i'm mauldlin.. so.. i dunno. woe, woe is me. boohoo, whatnot.

agh. double entry.

well, now i am back from my dad's.
lovely seat right next to the propeller both on the way there and on the way home. going there wasn't bad, but coming back messed up my right ear something awful for a bit.
but i am fine now.
yes.
picture me, waving hello at a screen.

there is a dirty floor come to claim your cheek. spend your tears if you have any today.. like pennies in small groups. it won't make a difference.
everywhere there is one who stands against you and says to turn your frown upside down.
the funny thing is, you weren't aware you were frowning.. and you doubt that you were.
it's irritating, but amusing too.....
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a forewarning.. bad self absorbed moody poetry/possibly lyrics in the future are ahead. i do enjoy the title i came up with, though.
three hands, tree hands. sounds almost seussian. except dr. seuss was way better than this.

i can't dream in kisses
they always drown in certainty
with a sound much softer than thunder
but a fire just as final
as one grey tree...
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today was find odd things at work day.
first, while i was cleaning off the soda racks, i found an unused condom there. since i'm not having sex with anyone currently (not by choice entirely) and the idea of not knowing where it's been kinda creeped me out i threw it out.
then i was out sweeping the parking lot and i found a photo...
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i wish i wasn't so tired, then i could remember more of the great lewis black+mitch hedberg show i was just at.

but all that comes to mind is some memories of having sex. not that that's really necessarily a negative place for my brain to be dwelling..
i dunno.
i don't have to lose much sleep for my brain to stop functioning correctly. luckily,...
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every 4 hours, i think about sex.
no, that's a lie.. every 4 hours, i stop thinking about sex and think about how much i think about sex for a brief period, then it's right back to thinking about sex.