we visited my sister and my newborn nephew this weekend. he is as cute as babies can be. sadly, this did not stir paternialistic stirrings in me. the spot light in on me to start wanting to get the kid wanting going. i can see how people have that drive, but for what ever reason, i cannot muster it for myself. i can't think of why it is either. i mean, i think it's partly that i don't want to deal with the responsibility of a lifelong, 24 hr a day job of being a parent. there seems to be a group of people that think that i'll be a good father, that alone makes me not want to get involved with it. i just don't want to get involved.
what's weird is i think i wanted kids more when i was younger and less not that i'm old...isn't that shit backwards?
what's weird is i think i wanted kids more when i was younger and less not that i'm old...isn't that shit backwards?