Mortality. Getting older.
Ok maybe not mortality but in a way. Friday night, my wife and I went out for a date night. We were going to go out for dinner then a movie. We changed our plans once we got started. We hit the bar had a few drinks, out to supper, hit Romantix, then back out to the bar. We both drank too much, but I definitely drank way too much. By the time we got home, I knew I was going to get sick. I ended up vomiting in the street, and then once again when we got back inside. My wife sat there with me the whole time. I ended up passing out and waking up on the couch. I don't remember getting there at all. I spent yesterday sick all day long. All I ate was a smoothie my wife was nice enough to fix for me. Not just hungover, but vomiting all day long. The last time I drank that much I had the same thing. When I was younger, and I did drink too much, I was never getting this sick. I'd have a hangover, but I'd feel better later or could function for the most part. Yesterday was different, and a definite wake up call. I know everyone says that, but it's true. I can't drink like that, not anymore. I have to admit I'm slowing down. I'm still young, but not as young as I used to be.
During our drunken night, my wife and I had some interesting conversations. I was getting the attention from a woman and her husband. They actually weren't interested in my wife. I looked over several times and they were both staring at me. My wife told me I should take her into the bathroom. I'm having a hard time remembering what I actually thought at that moment. But I might have. And we also discussed me getting a girlfriend and doing whatever I wanted as long my wife knew about it. The next morning, my wife immediately decided that was a bad idea. Right now I'm thinking where do we cross the line? We've discussed the possibility of a threesome and her having sex with another woman as long as I'm there. I can't lie, the possibility of being with two women and watching my wife with another woman is exciting. We are a very sexual couple, and we have a very strong emotional connection. Our relationship isn't perfect, but if someone was perfect for me, I'd say she's it. I guess I'm worried of doing something that could jeopardize our relationship.
I don't know how far we would cross that line if we got that drunk again. Maybe I'm being selfish, but I wouldn't want to see her with another man or know that she was. And I wouldn't want to do anything with any other woman that would hurt her or jeopardize our life together. I made a vow to be hers for the rest of my life. I know I can do that. I can't let myself screw that up.
Ok maybe not mortality but in a way. Friday night, my wife and I went out for a date night. We were going to go out for dinner then a movie. We changed our plans once we got started. We hit the bar had a few drinks, out to supper, hit Romantix, then back out to the bar. We both drank too much, but I definitely drank way too much. By the time we got home, I knew I was going to get sick. I ended up vomiting in the street, and then once again when we got back inside. My wife sat there with me the whole time. I ended up passing out and waking up on the couch. I don't remember getting there at all. I spent yesterday sick all day long. All I ate was a smoothie my wife was nice enough to fix for me. Not just hungover, but vomiting all day long. The last time I drank that much I had the same thing. When I was younger, and I did drink too much, I was never getting this sick. I'd have a hangover, but I'd feel better later or could function for the most part. Yesterday was different, and a definite wake up call. I know everyone says that, but it's true. I can't drink like that, not anymore. I have to admit I'm slowing down. I'm still young, but not as young as I used to be.
During our drunken night, my wife and I had some interesting conversations. I was getting the attention from a woman and her husband. They actually weren't interested in my wife. I looked over several times and they were both staring at me. My wife told me I should take her into the bathroom. I'm having a hard time remembering what I actually thought at that moment. But I might have. And we also discussed me getting a girlfriend and doing whatever I wanted as long my wife knew about it. The next morning, my wife immediately decided that was a bad idea. Right now I'm thinking where do we cross the line? We've discussed the possibility of a threesome and her having sex with another woman as long as I'm there. I can't lie, the possibility of being with two women and watching my wife with another woman is exciting. We are a very sexual couple, and we have a very strong emotional connection. Our relationship isn't perfect, but if someone was perfect for me, I'd say she's it. I guess I'm worried of doing something that could jeopardize our relationship.
I don't know how far we would cross that line if we got that drunk again. Maybe I'm being selfish, but I wouldn't want to see her with another man or know that she was. And I wouldn't want to do anything with any other woman that would hurt her or jeopardize our life together. I made a vow to be hers for the rest of my life. I know I can do that. I can't let myself screw that up.
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As long as you can communicate, and communicate fully and honestly, I fully expect you'll have a great time.